after thinking for a while... finally i have moved...
this is the new blog add...
http://vanlovelymemories.wordpress.com/
i am lost...
wonder if i can find myself back...
my laughter back...
my craziness back...
my smile back...
everyday, i am just feeling very tired...
i dun feel like going home...
but i wan to go home...
i dun wan to talk...
i dun wan to face anyone...
i dun wan to hear people speak...
i simply wan to be ALONE!!!
i have lost myself in a world that i dunno of...
i am tired...
i am scared...
there are only tears falling down...
i dun care if anyone is not happy about my blog...
this is my blog...
if you are not happy...
dun come in and read it...
whatever i write...
it is my problem...
Honestly, I dunno what has got into me recently...
I became very hot-tempered...
recently, so many things happpening at home... i dunno how long i can take it..
I am controlling...
I have thoughts of speaking it out...
but i dunno how?
Since last week, after the big arguement with my dad,
I hasnt been talking at home...
the HURT was definitely there...
the STRESS from school work is there...
today, i also dunno what got into me...
supposed to teach jac accounts...
ended up, i made her cry...
being me... i went silence the whole day to prevent anymore things to happen...
what is happening???
i dun feel like going out...
everyday, i just want to go home...
unless there is a need... if not i will stay at home...
HOME ALONE.....
wa... just realised that I have not been blogging for 2 weeks le.. haha.. ops.. but then what can a school student's life be? other than lectures, doing tutorials, preparing for tests that are coming up, completing assignments?? hahaha.
but then life still isnt that bad.. last tues, went Botanic garden with Xin yi and Sharon for picnic.. haha.. though it is short but at least, took me away from my schoolwork for a while.. :)
guess i need to take some time off to take a break.. if not before my exams next year... i will be too stressed up le... haha..
anyway, this week is prayer meeting week so really want to also take the opportunity to build up my spiritual life too..
guess this week... my whole week was so packed that i cannot even have some time for myself to sit down and do some reflection... hmm...
monday had website meeting at nite with website dept... then guess wat? Jeremy actually bought a new camera and he is going to lend me his own camera.. hurray!! going to have a camera to play with already.. yippy!! and tat nite.. with Jeremy and Tame, they drove me around to see the places where there are nice places to take nice photos.. :)
then on wed... went to school.. then after tat went to meet up with Jean and Xiao Xin.. then supposed to teach Jean accounts.. end up we went to watch movie "The Ugly Truth" at "The Cathay" then we went to cityhall for sakae sushi buffet... haha.. then Xiao Xin went off earlier cos he has to teach tuition then left with Jean and me.. supposed to meet Carrie.. but in the end.. didnt get to meet her.. so in the end.. while i went for my floorball training at Tamp, Jean went for her meeting..
thurs was tiring.. cos i didnt really get to sleep as need to prepare all the stuff for Fiona's wedding le..all the gate crashing game and stuff... haha..
fri.. of course was Fiona's big day so thus... i was up since like 4plus.. cos we need to be in her house by 5plus.. then went to do up the gate crashing games and stuff.. after tat, went with her around the Dennis and Her place for all the tea ceremonies... then we went home to sleep cos only need to report back in the evening.. then when all the guest left, they wanted Fiona to dink the red wine but Fiona cant drink.. so in the end.. Fiona drank 1 mouth and Jia Hui drank the rest... then the friends were like.. wa.. Jie Mei group can drink.. so they passed me the XO.. and if i dun drink the Fiona has to drink.. (P.S: it is like they show me the bottle lo.. and i have to drink from bottle?? ON THE ROCK!!!) i know Fiona cant drink.. neither can Dennis drink anymore.. cos i scare he hangover today.. so i drank it.. after tat, my body like volcano.. super hot.. but then i was feeling ok.. still can go home and use computer.. haha..
just went after my Floorball match.. rushed over to Shi En' House Warming.. has to show my face if not Shi En going to go after me le.. fly so many times of kite.. haha.. ops.. then after tat, rushed home to go for my grandpa's 86th birthday celebration.
tml going to work.. then going for Rayanne's 1st month!!
well, that's all folks.. for the this week..
hey guys.. if you ever read my blog.. haha.. well.. didnt go MIA.. really missing my SAT JW Ushers!! sorry.. going to be MIA till about mid-oct cos i got classes and of course i have my floorball matches on certain days...
this week is SIM Student Week as well as Arts Festival and Sports Fest.. so guess many of us who are in clubs are all super busy in school.. we are like in school since morning till 10pm? haha.. anyway, today, i guess i have spend duno how many hours playing floorball since i end class?? i was like helping to take scoring and even helping clubs to play.. haha.. cos some of them are against my floorball team mates.. not fair ba.. in the end.. i have blue blacks here and there.. faint..
tml.. going to be my netball match.. then i still gt training tml nite..
guess i better go and study le.. cos gt a test tml morning.. and guess wat? i haven started yet.. haha..
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