this morning was indeed a great challenge... after sleeping so late.. i was kind of struggling with my inner self to sleep on since i am so tired.. but then thank God, You Mei called me.. haha.. tat call was like.. hey.. you say you going then you should go.. so managed to pull myself up to get ready and went to church this morning...

after i prayed.. i simply felt so refreshing and it seems like i am so energetic.. with only 3 hours of sleep yet i felt so great... so after prayer meeting.. went to level 1 to help Dorcus in scanning the SOT students attendance.. cos i need to teach them how to use the program.. haha.. it was not a big thing but then i felt i had great achievement... i have not touched programming for like almost a year yet i can remember them.. haha.

then after tat, Jermaine called to ask where was I so went to meet up with Jermaine and Jasmine(Layhwa) at level 1.. then we went to the bus stop.. halfway, we saw Alan Hong.. and then dunno why is Jasmine so high..and she seems to attract to metal today.. either she almost bang into the lamp post.. or if not.. on the bus.. she actually was hugging and rubbing the metal bar.. as though it will give her energy.. hahaha.. we had a great laugh.. but then too bad.. i gt to work today.. if not can just simply spent my day fellowshipping with them.. haha..

ohya.. they were telling me that they did something to my laptop.. and i was searching for it.. and guess wat? i found them.. and shall post a few of their photos.. win le lor.. both Js.. my lap top turned into your camera le ar?? hahaha


both of them are wanted??? hmm.. they had self-declared wanted.. i didnt say.. :P but then wanted by who??? hmmmmmmmmmm..... i.... think.... i.... know.... who....hahaha




i dun remember having rabbits in Logis areas.. maybe they are the new species :P

there are so some more pictures.. but then not going to post all.. cos if they read this post.. with my comments.. haha.. i dunno if i can still survive on thurs when i meet them after morning prayer meeting.. haha :P

this morning had a hard time getting myself to wake up.. cos dunno why.. but then i was super sian and tired.. actually i dun feel like waking up but then i was telling myself.. i have promised brother Kim Hock that i will go down and help in SOT and now i am going to sleep and forget about the promise?? that's is definitely not i was taught.. so i struggled till 6.45am then i dragged myself out of the bed.. to get ready..

today was pastor Phil's preaching.. and it was wow!! great message and though i was helping out.. i managed to catch some great points.. going to get the notes from Jing Xuan.. hee.. but honestly.. i realised that i can be very tired but when i stepped into church.. it seems so different.. i feel so empowered once again... Jesus is just so great.. i help till about 4pm then i left cos need to go down to MPC to find xiao ling cos going to accompany her to shuzhen's father's wake.. cos no one can accompany and since i am off... okie lor.. but then i didnt go in.. cos i cant?? then stayed outside while xiaoling go and pay respect.. cos it was a private house estate.. then after tat, talk to her for a while.. then we left..

on the train.. i was thinking of whether to go back to church a not?? cos before i left Doucas told me that they will stay quite late cos they have not done the file for clocking in.. so since i stay so near.. went back to church to help.. but then junxian and i had a hard time cos we dunno where the starting and ending point.. then it was like almost 10.30pm le and i promised someone that i will go and help but then i will reach home by 10.30pm and junxian had to leave too.. so i decided to take up the challenge.. brought the whole lap top home and do.. haha.. and i am blogging now.. but becos i have finished doing it.. but becos of the stupid lap top.. it hanged.. -_-'''

but at least i have solved the hardest problem.. i guess i know wat mistake i made le.. so once i cleared that mistake?? haha.. i can sleep le.. for the rest.. next time then settle la.. hahaha.. too tired le.. tml still need to report at 6.15am in church for morning prayer meeting?? wow!! challenging..

oh ya.. today i was super pissed with fangming's company la.. she is sick and having fever le.. still ask her to go and work.. are they crazy or wat?? lucky she is ok.. even yvonne was like saying are they crazy?? no brain de lor.. sick leh.. not going out to play.. sick also cannot take MC arrrgggg!!!!! I WAN TO COMPLAIN MINISTRY OF MANPOWER!!!!

guess wat? this morning.. i think i quite power? i can actually morning call fangming at 7am then went back to sleep.. and only wake up like 8am?? and i felt so dead so it seems like i am going to be late for work if i delay any more time?? then i managed to left my house at 8.40am.. hoping that i will not be late for work?? haha.. on the train.. super cannot tahan la.. then i just sleep then miracle actually happened.. i reach my workplace like 9.50am?? when i am supposed to reach like 9.30am?? but then i left my house so late and i still managed to reach before door open la.. haha.. and still in time for briefing.. hee..

today actually super sian de.. but then when i went to work.. i saw my break time schedule.. i am eating with 06-Ivy.. wa.. my mood brighten up la.. super happy.. haha.. but i also dunno why.. she seems to be like my sister lor.. just simply love to eat with her?? hee..

but then today my ai ren came down to eat lunch with me so didnt eat with 06... so went to eat with fangming and weiping.. haha.. had lots of fun.. then after lunch.. stupid john la.. talk to customer ask the cd.. in the end.. also tell me the wrong one.. hai wo.. run around the whole store like mad dog.. to and fro from cd-rama to office.. -_-'''

with Nyssa at counter 2.. simply power la.. we can high together.. talk rubbish only.. and hor.. the stupid john today.. dunno why.. seems on picking on me.. say wat.. why i put nail polish.. why i gt 2 handphone.. he nothing better to do today lor.. then after tat, i kinda bully by lily, lihui, jia jia.. and etc... all say i and SS gt something going on.. i almost fainted la.. explained also they dun take my answer.. but when going home.. lily said.. but then no matter wat, i will not approved.. wa!! faint le la..

then dinner time.. dunno why.. really dun feel like eating and i was getting super emo.. about something.. which i dunno what is it... dunno if it's becos i am tired.. but then anyway, ordered mee suan with fish.. i guess i managed to finish all ba.. cant really remember.. cos Ivy was asking me to eat a little even if i dun feel like eating.. then after tat, heard dorothy's ringtone.. i high for a while.. then back to low le.. then accompany 06 to NTUC to buy water.. wa.. she buy me this water..


she know that i am also sick.. so she bought me this drink.. my 06 so sweet rite?? hee..

after dinner break was crazy for me.. i cleared all the cds that i wanted to do today.. and i still have time to do other CDs..my mind wasnt with me.. all i was doing was wrapping cd after cd..
then till almost closing.. i still can challenge Dorothy see who can finish wrapping first?? haha.. then after tat, went to pack up..

actually wanted to go off le.. then 06 ask me to wait for her.. cos they coming out soon.. so i waited for her.. then we went to take bus together..

waited for 06 to take 36 together.. whahaha..

Like i say before.. tag dun like me.. people can tag.. i cant.. haha.. so reply here..

van - Jermaine: leaders are all unity as 1 heart.. so maybe all decided to sabo you.. haha.. :P
van - peggy: relinked le.. :)

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ytd.. went out with MPC colleagues? ex-colleagues??

PResent: Yuqing, Sze Shian, Rhys, Li Hui, Jia Jia, Fang Ming, myself

at first we went to vivo to watch unborn.. hmm.. not really scary la.. just simply okie lo.. but i gt frightened by 1 part which i cant remember which part was it.. but then the girls that are sitting behind us were giving funny comments and when they screamed.. it was piercing sharp la.. hahaha.

then after tat, we went to bugis.. wanted to eat steamboat but guess it was too tired so the guys and girls split up to go shopping.. end up, the girls went to take neoprints.. haha.. wa.. guess the last time i took neoprints was like when i am still in secondary school?? hahaha.. then after tat, we went to eat steamboat cos sze shian complaining that he is hungry?

we went to the $18/pax.. then my table with me, fangming, yuqing and lihui... the pot is full of Meat.. and no veg.. wa.. faint.. and the problem is whoever that leave the table will actually come back and find that their place has turn into a mountain of food.. hahaha.. and guess wat?? fm wanted mushroom so being kind.. i went to take then come back with my place super full?? and i think i lost count with the number of mushroom and fishball that i have eaten.. hahaha.. and i ate till i was bloated and the awful feeling of wanting to vomit... then we decided to walk around.. rhys suggested to go clark quay.. then we walked from bugis to clark quay to boat quay before finally settling down on a bench with 5 of us sitting and listening to songs... then love songs.. then emo songs.. and sze shian was like kind of entertaining us.. haha.. then we sat till about 10plus then we left cos late le..

then went home.. supposed to sleep early but then ended up writing a note to you mei and layhwa cos they are using my lap top today for attendance.. went to work today, and guess wat? i actually fell asleep standing till my phone vibrate.. guess it was fm's sms ba.. then the whole day was kind of boring but then i was listening to all the songs that i like.. hahaha..
finally i am eating with 06(ivy) again.. hahaha.. dunno why leh.. maybe i have always been in the same shift as her.. so kind of miss eating with her.. so went to eat together.. yippy!!
then after work.. went to 2nd best to meet up with you mei, kenrus, trinity and enyun for a while before all of us headed home...

and i gt the letter from SIM le.. i am accepted le.. provided i go and do all the paper work before 13 april la.. hahaha

and when i open the letter that i left for layhwa on my lap top.. she actually wrote something.. whahaha.. yeaH!! at least i know i didnt skip that hour of sleep for nothing.. hee..

From LayHwa: Thanks alot vanessa!! Thanks for your encouragement and motivation! Your effort has not gone to waste! Love ya! :D

okie la.. need to go and sleep le.. if not tml someone going to say me again.. asking me to sleep early but then i still sleeping at 3..haha.. dunno if she will see.. but nvm.. still need to go.. need to keep my promise.. :)

lastly.. dunno why.. i starting to fall in love with this song..

Due to some error to my tagboard.. i cant tag on my own tagboard so can only reply from here.. haix..

van - Layhwa: can de la.. your next duty.. you aim ok? if i can do it.. so can you :)

van - xiuli: haha.. you can also go and watch more movie de. find your friends to watch with you can already.
van - Jermaine: i where gt always sabo you?? but i quite good de rite?? alpha leh.. you confirm can de lor.. i trust you :)

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on 16th March - 17th March... we had Jurong West Saturday Usher Ministry Chalet.. of Group 11 and Group 12.. we had lots of fun..


our aloha chalet..


these are our dearest ushers..

on the 16th afternoon, went to meet up with liang kai to collect the car that we rent then we went to fetch, Kenrus and his sister.. then drove to fetch Karen.. then after tat, went to Emily's place to collect the documents then send them to the chalet first then we went out again to fetch Wan Xiu.. then after tat.. when we went back to the Chalet.. i was starting to feel weak but didnt really bother.. then still pull Jermaine to go with me to go and fetch Gerrick.. then after tat, pull her along again to go and fetch Stanley.. haha.. then after tat.. come back.. then feel even weaker.. then i realised that i was starting to have fever.. wa.. then i think You Mei realised but cant remember who say de.. then i think Beatrice heard it.. then hor.. wa..


while the ushers are having great fun playing games...


look at the ICs.. all of them are busy bbq-ing for the ushers.. :)


that's me.. cant bbq cos having fever so i am not around to go and bbq or play.. :( Jermaine?? haha.. so use me as a excuse not to play.. so bad..

Beatrice: You sick still come.. and you cannot eat all the BBQ food.. curry.. the most you can only eat the mee hoon.. Liang Kai, can you take some bee hoon for her..
*van ended up eating bee hoon but thanks to Liang Kai got a bit of BBQ food la.. if not so blurt*
Beatrice: Poh Tian, Heard that when you are in JW, dont have Hotel 2 or Hotel 3 de ar? only gt Hotel twtree..
*i almost choke on the bee hoon i was eating then i was looking at You Mei then she gave me the not me look.. then i look at Beatrice, hoping she dont continue*
You Mei: Wa.. Beatrice, you wan hai si JW ar?
*all of us are laughing lo*
Beatrice: Van, you do Hotel Twtree before?
Van: ya..
Poh Tian: of course she did, last week, she just "chui" only wat.. and she going to continue to chui till she pass..
Van: -_-'''
*i faster finish my bee hoon then i run off le.. so scary there la*

then after tat, i went to tell everyone that we kena sabo le.. haha.. then after tat, suddenly Liang Kai gathered everyone.. cos he say he got something important to announce.. then all gathered lor.. then after tat, he say he wan to announce that it is "Vanessa's birthday today!!".. i was super pai sai la.. cos so many people.. somemore You Mei bought a cake.. but really thank her.. enjoyed the whole day.. then during my speech.. alot of the leader's secret..scandals all out le.. haha..ops.. but cant state here.. hee.. if you are not there.. then your loses ba.. remember to join us next time :P


when they celebrated my birthday with the birthday cake :)

then after tat, we played a game.. cant remember what they name it but then all of them supposed to be blind-folded.. then we are supposed to lead the first person while the rest all the back will follow then some of the are actually suppposed to disturb them with leaves or things.. but then in the end.. we decided to use water.. so we started getting normal water.. to ice water.. to ice.. then i was also playing with water wetting them.. then dunno who started to wet all the ICs.. then happen that i think i splash water on Berwin then he actually splash back.. then after tat, dun care le.. then play lor.. though i was having fever.. haha.. then i took the cup then splash on jermaine.. haha.. then after tat, i didnt know You Mei standing behind me.. then she took the whole pot of water and pour over my head. -_-'''

then after tat, i went to the kitchen and took a pot of water but then you mei already ran off with liang kai le.. haha.. then in the end.. we played until super high lor.. ended up that i the birthday girl is not as wet as Jermaine la.. haha.. she really like my little small sister when i wake her up in the morning.. haha..

then the next day, went to K box with Yong Hui, Wan Yun, Liang Kai and Jermaine.. sing till we super tired lor.. haha..

anyway, had lots of fun during the whole chalet..


Group 11 with 84


Group 12 with 84


the "chui" gang.. the past and present Hotel 2 and Hotel 3..


it's us again.. we are "chui" by our dearest 84.. haha.. so you see all of us with the fingers of 2 and 3 except our 84 with the number 4.. haha


the next morning.. see all super sian and tired like tat.. haha.. like whole night didnt sleep.. haha..


dunno how did they become our parents during the chalet.. haha.. our Daddy and Mummy.. haha :P Yong Hui and Wan Yun..

wow!! today super amazing la.. today i was east IC.. haha.. so long since i was not as set le.. :P had a great time... i told the ushers that our aim is to close my zone before worship so must jia you ok? haha..

then hor.. before that.. Jeff was Ruixiang runner today... and ruixiang was Hotel 2.. so then i was like aiya.. relax.. haha.. the moment the bulletins came.. then my usher automatic le.. then Jeff keep telling me remember to collect my buckets.. then i was like relax.. can de.. then hor.. i went to collect then come back give out.. then 4 of my ushers came back to me.. saying.. "FINISH" then i see alpha not done yet.. then i say go and help alpha.. lay bulletins or buckets or whatever.. then i tell ruixiang east is ready for door open.. then after tat, i gather them to talk.. then slowly assign them to where to stand and remind them what to do??

amazing la.. the moment door open.. i was still smsing.. and guess wat? my zone did feel and when praise started.. i was also jumping up and down.. haha.. and i gave Wanyun, Liangkai, Wanxiu, Ruixiang a shock when i told them that East close during my last praise... they were like huh?? hahaha :P then left with 1 hole here and there.. then fill them lor.. then after tat.. i realised i still gt 3 holes in the end when all settled down. :( not good enough la.. haix..

but then not bad le.. heez.. to think that i also didnt really do much.. haha.. except jumping up and down and enjoy praising God.. haha.. then they are like saying that the chalet highness still there lor.. haha..

then during the sermon.. cos some of us going for sun also.. so we started to talk.. then Pin De was like saying next week's allocation.. then dunno who to put for Alpha, East and West.. then i sabo Jermaine's name for Alpha.. no overseer.. then he was like.. a.. okie leh.. can can.. haha.. then after duty.. i saw Jermaine.. then i told her that she might be alpha for Phil Pringle's service.. and i was the one who sabo.. wa.. she chased me from Wally all the way to logis lor.. amazing rite?? hahaha.. :P when she see this.. she going to scream again.. hahaha..

then after tat, went to opposite 2nd best to eat with You Mei, Kenrus.. then after a while Pin De come and join us.. hmm.. now thinking.. should i go JB with them the following week?? haha.. cos next wed.. i taken by Teacher Emily.. haha :P so high now

then after tat, rushed down to QL's 21 birthday.. so sorry.. took so long to reach there.. then went down to Pasir Ris to find Fangming and Rhys.. then went to Mac.. chat lor.. then after tat, sent them home then home sweet home..

wa.. die.. tml still need to work.. and i left 4 hours of sleep.. arrgg..
good nite then.. :P

Birthday Month: March...
Attractive personality.sexy. Affectionate.Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented.Loves special things. Moody.

wa.. true?? this seems that i am super the bo-liao.. and nothing better to do

anyway, today supposed to meet zi ning and jac at marina square at 1.30pm and guess wat? i only woke up at 1.08pm.. hahaha.. power rite? then i was rushing and near suntec.. i almost gt into an accident la.. haix.. lucky managed to brake in time if not die ar..

then went to have japanese food.. then after tat cos i need to fetch my dad from the airport.. so i left first while jac and zi ning walk back to SMU.. cos i honestly dunno how to drive there.. haha.. sorry.. like wat liang kai commented.. i am a super Jurong person.. haha.. then i went around the whole marina and guess wat i found.. so many ice-cream store but no where sell yam ice-cream.. super unbelivable..

then after tat, went to airport and fetch my dad.. on the way to the airport, i was super tired already.. then i almost fell asleep while driving.. thanks for fang ming's sms came in in time which the ring tone woke me up and continue to drive... wow!! scary la.. then went to orchard to fetch my mum then went to my grandma's place.. wa.. i was super tired lor.. then trying to make sure i dun fall asleep by keep on changing the radio station.. haaha.

then after dinner in my grandma's place.. i fell asleep till fang ming called.. haha.. and i actually miss her sms.. ops.. then wanted to go ga dai de.. but then both fangming and i super tired cos last nite we went on the phone till 3plus am cos both of us couldnt sleep and becos of that.. she is late for work again.. despite morning sms her?

okie la.. need to go and sleep le.. if not i also cannot wake up tml le

wanted to blog about the JW Chalet but then i haven get the photos yet so cant blog it.. nvm.. shall blog other things leh..

today.. guess wat? i off my alarm this morning and went back to sleep.. and the next timing i woke up was like 10am.. die!? late for work.. then slowly go work la.. no choice le wat.. haha.. then after tat.. went to buy herbal tea and get them to add medicine cos lily has been scolding me.sick still wan to work.. not good for the body.. of course i know but then my dept is short of manpower and wat's more?? 2 of my colleagues were fired?? arrgg..

and i dunno why.. i just simply lost the mood of working.. partly i am sick?? dunno?? but then obviously there are somethings that i felt disturbed.. anyway, i told myself that next week. time to get back into my workaholic mind le.. should not sms so much during work le.. if not the next to go will be me liao.. haix.. then sannie will short of staff..

oh ya.. fangming came down to return her uniform today.. she bought me 爱心凉茶haha.. then of course will drink la.. :P then after tat, when i went to do things, she disappear le.. then actually wanted to go ga dai but then didnt go cos Rhys askd 1003FM then she say her ai ren sick.. faint.. become my fault.. haha.. then after work.. left then i saw fangming downstairs then she say she is hungry cos she has taken her dinner.. so we went to roxy square to eat lor.. i mean she and xiu li ate but then i didnt eat.. then after tat, went home.. and hor.. i didnt stop sms them till i reach home lo.. wa.. my fingers are like in the past when i kept on sms-ing..

then came home watch tv.. then after tat, dunno why.. ended up talking on the phone with fangming.. haha.. and initally, she was jealous about something but then i assure that it will not happen.. haha.. we talked about alot of things.. actually, i wanted to end the call earlier cos she needs to work the next day but then she is not tired.. till i made her go and sleep at 3.30am cos very late le.. and she needs to work..

then my rebellious little girl talking to her.. hopefully, you are getting better and i am not pressurizing you...

okie la.. need to go and sleep already if not tml morning confirm cannot give morning call ..

today is my offical duty back to Usher Ministry and I was doing Hotel 2.. but it is also the worst Hotel 2 duty that i have ever done.. haix..

after service, i really felt super lousy about it..

1. be on set for so long... yet i cut 84 while he is com-ing.. biggest mistake that no one should ever cut chief usher..

2. when echo PIE chairs are laid, i wasnt there.. instead.. i needed jiasheng (hotel 3) to be there to help me...

arrgg.. i wanted to blog the whole thing down.. but then i am feeling so down to blog about it.. and i think it is also the first time that i felt that i did really so badly that i cried in the car when my dad came to fetch me for dinner.. cos they are celebrating my birthday earlier..

arrrggg.. i really felt super lousy about the whole duty today...

anyway, went to Jack's place to celebrate my birthday today with my family... though i enjoyed the dinner.. but my mind hasnt taken off the whole duty today..

oh ya.. CG celebrated my birthday today too.. wait for the photos and when my mood gets better then i will blog all my birthday things after my birthday ba.

okie la.. gtg le.. tml still need to work.. and going to take some time to reflect on my performance today..

this morning went to work with a super high feeling.. haha.. dunno why.. was thinking about last nite... all the funny things that we did.. and hor.. this morning.. should have called fangmin up la.. faint.. she really sleep until 9am as i predicted.. though will not happen but it did and she has to reach office like 9.45am...

then reach office le.. i am the first to reach today.. haha.. then after tat, when rhys and andy reached already.. we started playing.. until morning briefing starts.. then our mood wow!! 180 degrees changed... i became super sian and the most of it was i actually gt 2 hours to wrap 2 CDs only hor.. this is the worst of all.. then whole day dont really have alot of mood to do things also.. super duper the sian..

then if i can dun talk.. i will be super quiet la.. haix.. then the whole store like super quiet... unless about 8.15pm then andy came to my dept then we started playing till end of day then super high after that.. hahaha.. then waited for fangming to come and meet us.. then when she comes, andy scared her lor.. haha.. then after tat, i scare her too.. using Jeffrey's phone's lady scream.. then she almost killed me.. haha..

then we went mac to chit chat then andy bought 5 XS small coke then we chit chat till we finished our drink then went home le...

okie la.. tml going to fight a battle le.. better have a early night ba :)

Lastly, Happy Birthday to Changyi...
my wishing for you send to you as sms le..
to tired to type it here..

wanted to blog last night but then didnt cos i didnt come home.. haha.. went to ku mummy's place to stay... bedok.. :P last nite i also dunno whether did i really sleep anot? cos when i close my eyes, i kept dreaming about wrong barcodes, forgot to scan barcodes.. haha all type of funny funny things la.. then toss and turn till 5.30am then went to bath cos will be meeting the rest at marine parade mac for breakfast.. when i reach, only rhys, andy and korkor(yuqing) is there.. so went to wait till mac open.. meanwhile, peggy, roting and lihui came.. then when mac opens then fangmin and xiuli came.. so we decided to pack them back to popular to eat.. actually wanted to join the rest at the shiny counter but then aiya, dun wan la.. join my ai ren and the rest at the toy section la.. haha.. :P then alot of funny things we said but i cant remember what putting your finger on your lips la.. all the rubbish things, maybe partly i have not enough sleep then i become more energetic and "high".

then about 7.30am.. briefing started then we started to scan the cds.. wa... i going crazy.. what will i dream of tonight?? barcodes again?? hahaha.. then stock take till about 5pm then we open door.. wa the customer like dunno what.. all rushing in... -_-'''' then in the afternoon, after our lunch, while waiting for them to print the variation for us... the part-timers started to take photos.. haha.. these are the photos..


Part-timers with Kor kor, Chiew Ling and Ah ma..


part timers with Nancy.. who is she?? the one that is most outstanding la.. haha




i like this photo the most lor.. :P

i was reading rach's blog then since i cant to sleep.. so i shall try it.. haha..
this is the url: http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx -> try it too..

this is my results..

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.


guess wat?? under the right job for me seems quite true.. haha.. most of the job that i took before will burn off all my energy and hyper that i can have for the day and will return back home exhausted but still happy... and my true self.. whahaha.. okie.. i have to admit.. i can be unpredictable.. my mood does change from 1 min to the next min.. haha.. BUT BUT cant blame.. that's why i am unique.. haha :P hey but at least my mood do change back to good after a while ok? :P

went for service on sat... in the afternoon... went for support for communion.. then after tat i was happily and playing around... i mean after so long.. back to where i belong always seems to be comfortable just like i am Home.. also my first time that i am going to take recruitment.. though i took ownership of it.. but i hope i can really pass down what i learnt from 4S5 to G11.. to form a family in G11..

then after finishing the communion.. then you mei wanted to allocate people.. then hor.. Yoong Tian said "i need to take training, so after training then i come back" then i was like huh? You Mei, you take Hotel 5 rite? then she said "no, i going to take care of the back"
i blur le.. then i said "then who going to be hotel 5?" then you mei and yoong tian looked at me.. wa.. win le lor.. fine.. tat's not all.. i still can do sabo lo..hahaha :P

actually Layhwa suppposed to do external de.. but then hor.. i pulled her back for my communion.. haha.. Hotel 5 wat.. so i told You Mei.. Layhwa serve STAGE for my communion.. haha..then Youmei said "ok" then she asked me to serve A2.. of course i am okie with it.. then i shoot.. then Jermaine serve A2 FIRST ROW!! hahaha.. then she say ok.. power la.. hahaha..

but being Hotel 5 not bad to do la.. but then it allows me to actually take it as a practice to get used to be back on the net.. haha..

then after service.. went for WYZ zone meeting for a while then i rushed off for family dinner already.. and plus celebrating my godma's birthday in advance.. :)

today, was super de bored at work lo... cos i was the only part-timer.. haha.. supposed to be
working even harder but then end up.. dunno leh.. super sian.. haix..



anyway, after work.. went down to Marina Square to buy something then headed down to cineleisure to meet up with my cg cos we are going to watch Marley and Me together.. since i haven been going out or meeting my cg so meet them up... to slowly clear some awkwardness but dont ask me why i feel that.. i also dunno why...

anyway, the movie is very nice.. and the dog is also very cute but at times super irritating... but then i felt that it was indeed a great movie... in the end.. during the part then they have to put the dog to sleep, while the rest of the family members are recalling the days and time spend with the dog.. all the happy moments... that part, i really cried... tears just flow... see how sad they were and the kids... it was a touching story.. and at the last part it is true...

whether we are poor or rich.. the dog doesnt bother... all his bother is that when you give him all of your heart.. he will love you back with all of its heart...

then after the movie... some of my members actually wanted to go and eat de.. but then in the end.. didnt go.. cos some of them start to have ministry tml le.. and i will be also serving tml.. haha.. so better go home.. then i saw a msg from my dad not to lock the door.. then i sms him to see if he has reached home.. guess what?? he is still outside when i finished my show at about 1.40am.. haha.. then i wanted to take bus home with jasmine, kai yan and hui zhen de.. then my dad ask me to take cab then go and fetch him then go home together... haha.. so in the end.. i came home with my dad.. then chat with my sis on her results.. but then my cousins didnt do well..

okie la.. time to sleep or tml will be panda serving?? haha :P

wow!! i was thinking about something the whole day... why did i agree to meet rach today and not other days.. but to think of it.. it sounded kind of weird with like when i am on my way to meet rach, i met wanyun on the bus.. then after i feel rach.. then when we went down to city hall.. waiting for the person to come so that rach can pass the person something... i met ivory... then we went down to tanjong pagar to pass another person another thing.. and i met Ming Lee.. wOW!! seems to be all planned for..

then went to meet Eugene, Jean, Joseph, Melvin at AMK to go down to Tame's office for website meeting today.. then there are so much more requirements for us to do lo.. and guess what?? some of them seems so unreality.. but then of course we will in the end state our stand.. haha.. of course, we had lots of fun exploding the coding together.. seems to enjoy and oh ya.. today also the 1st day after so long going back for website meeting.. then Joseph lent me his program to install the latest Cs4.. wA!! that is wat i wanted for so long.. so whole night my lap top was install the program.. so i was thinking of the interface and helping Joseph with the javascript and trying to thinking of the bugs... at the same time, i was also doing my section stuff.. calling you mei to confirm certain things.. and of course to make sure i can get my recruitment team up by this week.. yeAH!!

i called you mei then guess wat??
you mei: "since you going to do recruitment so next week you will be serving le rite??
me: "huh?" (mind thinking.. i didnt say anything)
me: "orh.. okie.. "
you mei: "still remember how to use the set?"
me: "ya"
you mei: "B4 use which channel??"
me: "B4 use channel 6.. B1 and above use channel 5"
you mei: "haha.. very good.. then welcome back to the ministry.. miss you for so long le.. see you next week"

well... ok.. actually wanted to only go back to my ministry after my 22nd birthday but then i cant.. i declare 14 mar will be the day i am back on MAIN DUTY for USHER!! :)

kind of miss serving with all my ushers... and i am coming back.. thanks for all being so patient with me and taking up all my responsiblities when i wasnt able to do and be there.. :)

Name: Vanessa Tan
Bdae: 16/03/1987
Status:Single
School: SIM - UOL
Course: Bsc In Business
Highest Education: Diploma in IT(Major: E-Biz)
My facebook:Facebook
E-mail & MSN: van.tan87@hotmail.com
Got Saved: 28 March 2005
Join Usher Ministry: 22 March 2006
Youtube link:my videos
21st Birthday celebration: 15th March 2008
Ngee Ann Poly Graduation Ceremony: 27th May 08
SOT Graduation 2008: 23th & 24th Aug 08

Bukit Batok Pri Sch(1994 - 1999)
1Q, 2Q, 3Q, 4Q, 5Truth, 6Hope

Jurong Secondary Sch(2000 - 2004)
1C, 2C, 3B, 4B, 5A

Ngee Ann Poly (2005 - 2008)
0508 (IT course)

Bible Training Center (April 2008 - August 2008) SOT Team 23

Usher Ministry
G4S5C - Welfare & Helper
G11S1D - Welfare & Helper
G11S1C - Team IC & Sect Welfare

Personal Achievement:
1 Star Kayakking (22nd Jun 2008)
SSC Napfa Tester(2005)

LAST UPDATED PROFILE:18th JULY 2009

Get into University start sch on Aug 3rd 09

Own Room

Honda Jazz

New Black Blazer claimed on 15th July 09

New Jacket claimed on 25th June 09

Hoodies

Omnia II

New Clothes

New Camera

shoes

Addias Cool Shirt

Go Genting went 14-19 June 09

Go Taiwan

Go South Korea

Crumpler Backpack claimed on 27th Aug 09

♥ Overseas TriPs ♥

Australia(Perth) - (relatives) Apr 2004

Japan(Tokyo) - (family) Dec 2005

NP BE Laos Team 2006 - 22 sept to 6 oct 2006

Thailand(Bangkok) - (family) Dec 2006

NP ICT China Trip 2007 - 6 Mar to 15 Mar 2007

Japan(Tokyo,Osaka,Kyoto) - 14 dec to 22 dec 2007

China(Beijing) - (family) 24 Apr to 29 Apr 2008

Malaysia(Sibu) - (SOT Mission) 11 Jul to 13 Jul 2008

♥ her loves

CHattiNg oN pHonE
Cycling
Daydreaming
Family
Friends
LiSteNiNg tO MuSiC
Watching Movies
Playing Sports
Travelling
SENTOSA
Shopping
K-boxing
Sleeping
SwimminG
Usher Ministry 4S5
Usher Ministry G1112
Orchard POpular Staff

♥ Movies Watched in Cinema

* Night in the Museum - 4th Jan 07
* Ghost Rider - 22th Feb 07
* Just Follow Law - 27th Feb 07
* Meet the Robinsons - 9th Apr 07
* SpiderMan 3 - 1st May 07
* Pirates of the Caribbean, At World's End - 24th May 07
* Shrek 3 - 6th Jun 07
* Fanastic 4 - 13th Jun 07
* Transformer - 30th Jun 07
* Harry Potter And The Order Of The Phoenix - 12th July 07
* The Simpsons Movie - 27th July 2007
* Rush Hour 3 - 12th Aug 2007
* Ratatouille - 1st Sept 2007
* 881 - 28th Sept 2007
* Balls of Fury - 03rd Oct 2007
* Unrest - 29th Oct 2007
* Enchanted - 24th Nov 2007
* Tattooist - 30th Nov 2007

* Kung Fu Dunk - 3rd Feb 2008
* CJ7 - 14th Feb 2008
* Ah Long Pte Ltd - 14 Feb 2008
* L change the world - 24 Feb 2008
* Meet the Spartans - 07 Mar 2008
* The Spiderwick - 14 Mar 2008
* The Orphanage - 21 Mar 2008
* The Forbidden Kingdom - 23 April 2008
* Superhero Movie - 30 April 2008
* Iron Man - 2nd May 2008
* The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian - 29th May 2008
* Sex and the City - 1st Jun 2008
* Kung Fu Panda - 13th Jun 2008
* Meet the Zohan - 27th Jun 2008
* Money No Enough 2 - 24th Aug 2008
* Wall-E - 29th Aug 2008
* Boys over Flowers - 19th Sept 2008
* Big Stan - 6th Oct 2008

* Red Cliff 2 - 12th Jan 2009
* Marley and Me - 06th Mar 2009
* Coming Soon - 12th Mar 2009
* Unborn - 27th Mar 2009
* Friday the 13th - 27th Apr 2009
* 17 Again - 30th Apr 2009
* Angels and Demons - 26 May 2009
* Terminator Salvation - 15 June 2009
* I Love You Man - 30 June 2009
* Where got Ghost - 16 Aug 2009

♥ shout-out

♥ WALAU SERIBU REBAH

我从来不曾 怀疑过
到底你有多么爱我
我生命里的每一分钟
都有你看顾着我
有的时候黑暗临到
有的时候巨浪狂风
我心依然满有平安
因为有你看顾我
我的主

不管前面道路有多困苦
耶稣你永远是我的帮助
只要有你在我生命中
永远看顾
我必能一路永跟随
我的主

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~Friends~
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~WOrLd of stars~
Felicia Chin
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♥ MOTIVATION & REFLECTION

To succeed is to stay focus on 1 thing at a time.

Never run away from a problem. Face it or it will haunt you.

Every Morning, when I wake up, I treasure the innocence of being able to enjoy each day.

We can disagree with each other but we must never doubt each other.

I dont need people to decide for me, I will decide my own pathway.

~Teaching~
Proverbs 15:1
A soft answer turns away wrath, But a harsh word stirs up anger.

♥ Memories

• 2004 - 2006
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