Wednesday, June 27, 2007 ♥
see my title... think you wan to faint... anyway, this whole week... trying to be guai... tat y nothing to blog... go home for dinner every nite... just want to spend more time at home la... cos of work... i breaking down... so need more rest... anyway, ytd... went back to school... for Napfa Society Meeting... they throw me atomic bombs... in the end, being evil cos i attachment... i throw bombs down to my committee... haha.. =p then last nite was talking to someone close la... if you have this person's blog and mine... you will know who... anyway, talking about his ideal girl...haha.. super easy to hit lor... for some people la.. 1) caring 2) outgoing 3) easygoing 4) tanned 5) dyed hair/hightlighted (siao.. he himself having black hair lo) 6) Adventurous then now... once again... i am stuck at my project... arrgg.. super irritating la... looks like my office is going to turn into my home in no time... oh ya... shelin was surfing singaporebikes.com then she happen to come across this purple bike... then she show me... hee hee... super nice... my next target... 2B license.. i think after my Class 3 license... she super good lor... save the picture for me... haha... now i can post the pic.. =) Honda NSR 150 SP nice?? ★ Van Van ★ @ 11:29 AM Sunday, June 24, 2007 ♥
this morning... went for service... but i requested not to serve for this week la... due to things happening... then went to expo... meet jasmine on the way... wow!!! the 爱心breakfast she gave me... hee hee.. super sweet rite?? still got my name de... =p then after service... went to food court to find wuay boon... then bettina was there also... then she gave me this cupcake... she made herself de... hee hee.. nice leh.. =p yummy... then went to logis to find rach to get something from her... then after that... went to buy something... then went to city link to find adrian, raymond and jasmine there... they are slacking there... just talking... then join them... after tat jasmine had to leave... then raymond had to go and meet someone first... so end up with me, adrian and soo eng lor... then soo eng fell asleep... so end up... talking to adrian about somethings... hmm.. topic.. cannot disclose... =p lots of funny topic came out today... then went home after tat... very tired le lor... but i realised... each time i reach home for this whole week... i just dun feel like eating or talking... and i just wan to sleep... haha.. well... suddenly just felt that there is not everything in the world that we control... so... just we just have to let the nature takes its course ba... friends might come and leave your life suddenly... people close to you might suddenly disappear from your life... family might suddenly leave your life... how much can you endure? how much can you take it? ★ Van Van ★ @ 9:05 PM Saturday, June 23, 2007 ♥
ytd... went for family bbq with my cousins... it is also a party for my dad... everyone is wishing him all the best... then last night... all i just wanted is to forget... but then i am able to take alcohol well... so nothing happen in the end... still super sober... then all the cousins end up sitting in a circle... saying ghost stories... today... didnt go out... woke up at 1pm... wat surprise is tat... till this time as i wrote this blog... i have not speak more than 30 sentences... and each sentence is not more than 10 words lor... haha... just either staring at my lap top... or staring at the tv... then went dinner with my family and grandparents just now... cos my dad say he wan to spend more time with his parents before he leave... so went to outram park there to eat... simple food... but everyone enjoyed it... then went home... on our way home... my mum said something... each time when someone want to treat my dad... her heart is getting uncomfortable... the day is getting nearer... ★ Van Van ★ @ 10:50 PM Thursday, June 21, 2007 ♥
my craziness reacted again today... drank something + H20... think peggy going to laugh if she hears this... OMG!!! and 3 more people is going to kill me le... haha... but then just wan to thank 3 people... sending me lots of encouragement... and jac for taking my rubbish... haha... from the time i start my walk in Bukit Batok... all the way, to Jurong Point... under the sun... haha.. ya.. i also think i am crazy... but then i really did it... OMG!!! am i crazy??? the evening and the night was really suffering for me... for then i managed to overcome it by making myself go to sleep... cos something did happened... and partly becos of the H20... partly becos i did it with a empty stomach... anyway, meet up with shelin for dinner la... went to swenson for dinner... then went home le lor... anyway, if you dun understand this post.. it is okie.. cos you have to read between the lines.. =p ★ Van Van ★ @ 10:59 PM Tuesday, June 19, 2007 ♥
people who know me knows... honestly... seriously... i am real bad at chinese... but however, i found something interesting... though i cant read all the words... but i think i kind of get the meaning... so for the first time... i decided to post a chinese post... 每 个 人 活 在 世 上 , 需 要 知 道 生 命 的 意 义 , 不 然 生 活 就 没 有 方 向 , 人 生 也 无 价 值 。 人 活 在 世 上 到 底 为 了 什 么 ? 有 人 说 , 人 活 著 为 追 求 真 、 善 、 美 。 不 错 , 这 是 大 多 数 人 所 向 往 的 。 但 个 人 对 真 善 美 的 认 识 和 标 准 是 否 一 致 ? 世 间 有 绝 对 的 真 理 和 美 善 吗 ? 有 人 说 , 人 活 著 为 追 求 爱 。 千 真 万 确 。 谁 能 没 有 爱 ? 人 一 出 世 , 就 需 要 爱 的 培 养 。 在 孩 子 成 长 的 过 程 中 , 父 母 亲 付 出 许 多 爱 心 的 看 顾 培 养 。 但 父 母 并 非 完 全 , 他 们 有 限 的 爱 不 能 满 足 孩 子 内 心 全 部 的 空 间 。 所 以 人 从 小 就 开 始 寻 求 爱 。 许 多 著 名 的 爱 情 故 事 和 歌 曲 , 都 可 以 为 证 。 可 惜 人 间 的 爱 情 常 常 附 带 条 件 , 且 是 短 暂 的 , 也 因 此 制 造 了 许 多 爱 情 的 悲 剧 。 爱 既 然 那 么 重 要 , 是 否 值 得 去 寻 求 , 到 底 人 间 有 否 完 美 的 爱 。 有 人 说 , 活 著 是 为 了 自 由 。 所 谓 『 无 自 由 , 勿 宁 死 』 自 由 的 定 义 又 是 什 么 ? 有 人 认 为 自 我 为 主 , 想 什 么 就 做 什 么 , 这 就 是 自 由 , 是 真 的 吗 ? 有 人 说 , 人 活 著 , 是 为 追 求 喜 乐 和 平 安 。 毫 无 疑 问 , 哪 个 不 想 天 天 喜 乐 , 心 平 安 ? 但 世 界 给 的 快 乐 是 短 暂 的 , 而 多 少 财 富 都 买 不 到 平 安 。 事 实 上 金 钱 愈 多 , 愈 无 平 安 。 因 要 时 刻 防 备 贼 来 偷 , 恶 人 抢 夺 。 有 人 说 , 人 活 著 为 要 得 永 生 , 永 永 远 远 活 著 , 谁 不 想 ? 秦 始 皇 为 要 长 生 不 老 , 差 三 千 童 男 , 三 千 童 女 往 日 本 寻 找 长 生 不 老 药 , 都 寻 不 著 。 今 日 科 技 发 达 , 有 人 想 到 冰 冻 尸 体 , 希 望 有 一 天 能 科 技 进 步 到 一 个 程 度 , 能 使 这 尸 体 复 活 。 这 是 可 能 的 吗 ? 有 人 说 , 人 活 著 为 了 准 备 进 入 天 堂 。 谁 不 想 在 天 堂 过 日 子 ? 但 有 罪 的 人 能 进 去 吗 ? ——————————————————————————————————————————————— 你同意吗?那对你而言,人活在世上又是为了什么? ★ Van Van ★ @ 10:15 AM Monday, June 18, 2007 ♥
after so long... finally, i am serving back in my ministry again... heez so serving at CT02... finally, able to serve together with my section 4S5 except 4S5E cos section too big... whahahaha after service, i went to find my cg then Charmaine called me to ask me to find her at CA03 cos she took my tag.. so ytd, i actually serve without a tag... haha.. *ops* then saw Anastasia there... then we saw Suzanna... haha then we become very high started talking POS then they wan me to join POS next year also... hmm.. *still thinking* haha.. until i also forgot that my cg is waiting for me outside... haha cos they are going to celebrate my member's birthday went to marina square to eat went to changing appitaties... then Raymond(birthday boy) say he buy us lunch wow!! got blessed leh.. hee hee.. the black pepper steak that i took was very nice lor... =) then my CGL and her wife came to join us after their lunch with their parents we took quite a number of photos then went to cityhall to buy chocolate.. haha.. then went back le... cos promise my stupid cousin to go 3rd aunt house ytd time for photos: Justin, Raymond & Alan 3..2..1 Alison, me & Jasmine birthday boy : Raymond with his present cheers!! me & Jasmine my CG Raymond is pushing the ferris wheel.. oMG!! my cg again.. hmm. eating the giant ice-cream Justin.. arrgg!! dun touch me.. haha hmm... sorry to jssnpcc sec 3s: i know i told some of you i will go down. i know i have broken my promise. sorry. cos going down might be a wrong decision. thus i didnt went down. but still, my mind was thinking of you all. hoping all the best. and getting your ranks back. the days of me having to face the truth is getting nearer... 14 more days with him... ★ Van Van ★ @ 8:16 AM Saturday, June 16, 2007 ♥
today supposed to go out with shelin... then jac called up to ask if wan to watch movie... end up... no more 7plus tickets le... plus shelin is very tired liao... so cancel the movie lor... then i went down to PS to find jac... cos she searching for a present for her friend... then we went to eat japanese food... xin fu lor... the food hai hao la... but the dessert is really nice lor... then we from 7 sat in the restaurant until about 9pm... haha... from pri sch... talk about our sch life... until poly... about our projects... classmates... super funny la... haha... cos too many similiarities le *ops* then we went to the arcade to play... though only 2 of us... but still can go crazy... time crisis 3... can play until time crisis 4... then we started to play U-papa(our version, so dun think too much) but sad... then machine gt abit of problem... but still very fun la... hmm... after 1 week of work... finally letting go everything today... whahaha... 幸福就在自己手里,如果要幸福就要自己去争取。。。 ★ Van Van ★ @ 2:00 AM Friday, June 15, 2007 ♥
i throw bomb... they throw atomic bomb... more things are been throw down... more work to do... more OT coming up... honestly, i been asking myself... because of work... have i neglected my CCAs... hae i neglected my friends... have i neglected my family... have i been irresponsible on my side... have i? maybe i have... maybe i am no longer needed in my cca... maybe i am no longer part of my cca... maybe i am no longer part of them... maybe i am no longer close to them... maybe i dun even know what is going on in their lives... maybe and maybe... too many maybe... feeling sad... feeling heartbroken... i dunno... even if i am feeling this way... it is all my fault... i should be responsible of my own action... haix... it is just another emo post that i am writing... perhaps... ★ Van Van ★ @ 12:38 PM Wednesday, June 13, 2007 ♥
Well, i was surfing the net... then i came across this... though i dunno if it is true... but i found it interesting... so i decided to share it... here it goes: Did you know that those who appear to be very strong in heart, are real weak and most susceptible? Did you know that those who spend their time protecting others are the ones that actually need someone to protect them? Did you know that the 3 most difficult things to say are: 1) I love you 2) I'm sorry 3) Help me Did you know that those who dress in red are more confident in themselves while yellow are those that enjoy the beauty? Did you know that those dress in black, are those who want to be unnoticed and need your help and understanding? Did you know that when you help someone, the help is returned in 2 folds? ★ Van Van ★ @ 8:22 AM ♥
in the morning... as i was looking through the blogs... went into NP POS's blog... looking at the tags... they really did enjoy the day... but then sad thing is... i was able to make it there... kind of felt bad and sad... but it is over le... wat can i do... haix... ★ Van Van ★ @ 8:20 AM Tuesday, June 12, 2007 ♥
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx Your view on yourself: You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties. The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes. Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship. The seriousness of your love: You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love. Your views on education: You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job. The right job for you: You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy. How do you view success: You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous. What are you most afraid of: You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear. Who is your true self: You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long. ★ Van Van ★ @ 9:46 AM Saturday, June 09, 2007 ♥
this morning... gt pulled up from bed by jasmine... called me to go and meet her with the rest... they playing basketball... then decided to go for a while lor... then went to meet jac, peggy, jun jie, zining, shelin... but then i was late... *sorry* then went to eat japanese food... then we did some funny things... said some funny stuff... haha... 幸福的小孩 and 幸福的宝宝。。。 then we went shopping... jac found a bag... then by the time... dunno why... we all lazy people... tired le... haha... so went to TCC to sit down and drink something and chit chat lo... very funny... lots of things from jokes to going to wack people le... haha... then peggy and jun jie go off first to sim lim square... then we went to bugis to walk walk... then i go off first cos i gt family dinner... then went to sukura to find my family... lots of food lor... eat until i super full la... then it is super near to my house... so end up, me and my sis decided to walk home... then my parents drive my grandparents home... hehe okie la... end of reporting my day le... blog again ba... =) ★ Van Van ★ @ 11:29 PM Thursday, June 07, 2007 ♥
hmmm... i was looking through you tube... viewing my past videos that i have posted... then i found something interesting... this video... so decided to post it... well, i miss the people on the trip... 35 of us... 15 days of hardship... 15 days of friendship... 15 days of tears... 1 goal... 1 vision... being able to go for the community service has taught me lots of things... more than wat i can ever learn in school... if you have a chance... go for it... i will promised that you will never regret... then since i posted this video... then i might as well... post the rest too... enjoy... ★ Van Van ★ @ 11:44 PM ♥
though i wrote a super emo post... but still need to write something high rite?? but bare with me la... i am just going through somethings... hopefully, things will turn out better soon... went to watch shrek 3 ytd... a... cos a couple wan to watch... so the 2 dragons, 1 half dragon half rabbit and the cute rabbit *me* also go... very sad lo... i got bullied... meet up with them le... first time... i was punch... *poor thing rite?* then after tat, went to buy MOS burger... wa.. this time round... 3 vs 1... i wan to go home... xin fu xiao nu hai bought the seats all couple seats... end up... i gt bullied even more... sadded... happened that during the show, they played a song... Tat's what friends are for... * to me, a super emo song.. haha* but then i just like the lyrics la... =) for many reasons... anyway, back to topic... when the song was played... my left and right suddenly hit me on my hand... when i didnt do anything... *sobs sobs* but again... i managed to let go out of my thoughts just to enjoy that moment... quoted from the story: "it doesnt matter what people feels about you, talk about you, gave you names, whether you are once a bad person. All it does matter is how you look upon yourself." ★ Van Van ★ @ 9:10 AM ♥
went to watch movie ytd... shrek 3... with friends... though the movie is so-so... but then had fun too... fighting with shelin... disturbing each other... went home... talk on the phone with sijia... *she called* everything was stirred up once again... i am draining once again... i lost my direction once again... you came back from overseas... tell me you left with 21 days... but you never see me at home... wat you wan from me... can i just run away from the problems... can i have a choice not to face it... though i have to face reality??? all you do is making decision for me... have you all ever consider my thoughts... why izzit so unfair that i have to face them alone... why should i go through this type of treatment??? why does she always able to get away from all this... and i suffering... she is younger... so wat??? why telling me things that it is going to affect my whole day at work... why are you so cruel??? these few days, i have really been enjoying... letting go of everything... i dun wan to bother... i dun wan to care... i just wan to be a xin fu de xiao hai... *quoted from few people* why again and again... step into my world... destruct everything... you think it is easy to get myself to stand up... time after time... you think it is easy to control myself??? i bet you dun even know wat i have done... someone ask me... am i really high these few weeks... honestly, though i have many things in my mind... but i did enjoyed... cos i just wan to let go... if i cant hold on... and holding on is going to drain me... i rather let go... why are you making all the decisions... i dun wan to break down again... i went through a hard time to get myself to stand up... i dun wan to fall again... into a world of no hope... into a world of darkness... why cant you all just leave me to make decisions... step into my world... but just be there for me... i know what i wan... let me decide how i wan to walk on... this road of mine... the journey might be long... and i might not see anything in front... but it is the process that i wan to enjoy... ★ Van Van ★ @ 7:51 AM Tuesday, June 05, 2007 ♥
in the day... jac and zining pass their PIP practical... all ask prize from me... faint... haha... so promised them to make them happy lo... but then hor... jo and cm tell me, it is not assess... faint le... then msg zining... she say too bad... i gt onto the pirates ship liao... hahahahhaa... went out with my classmates... had lots of fun... went for dinner together... took photo... went crazy... why am i still awake at this hour??? good question... for me to know and for you to find out... =p hope everyone has a good nite sleep... sleep tight... ★ Van Van ★ @ 11:28 PM ♥
reach office... as usual... morning business is to... look through all the blogs... saw rach's blog... team E super lots of things lo... haha... AND... AND... AND... IT REMINDS ME!!! I MISS MY PREVIOUS TEAM C LEADER!!! I MISS BEL!!! ★ Van Van ★ @ 8:31 AM ♥
today, at work... lots of interesting things happened... i am starting to love my office le... haha... anyway, after work... shelin and i took the first bus... cos we going to meet the rest for porridge ma.. haha... who are the REST?? well... *DRUM ROLL* Jac Zi ning Shelin Peggy Jun Jie Han Xiang cos we realised that there are quite a number of teochews in us... and the best is... ALL OF US LOVE PORRIDGE... whahaha... we started to eat and joke at the same time... well... for me... joker of the day lor... haha... cos they corrected my chinese... then i dun wan to speak chinese le... so i started to speak in teochew... guess wat??? everyone started to create jokes out of it... haha... we had lots of fun... and we will continue to have fun... then after tat, about 8plus... then all go home le... cos why??? we are a bunch of good little small kids that need to go home to sleep... hahaha... anyway, came back... chatting with NP POS peeps... we miss the times... though we didnt win... but we have won the unity in ourselves... we came so far... watching the videos of us... it really made me feel... the time and everything is worthwhile... 2mins 30secs... tat all we had on stage... to give it all... to have fun... NP POS simply ROX!! =) ★ Van Van ★ @ 12:24 AM Sunday, June 03, 2007 ♥
went for huiming's wedding... she super pretty today lor... then i help her to usher... wait till i get the photos then i upload ba =) after tat... went home... found out that my thumbdrive the casing is broken into 2... i am super angry la... in the end... i not happy... but then my parents were angry with me... super irritating la... then me and peggy realised alot of things... then in the end... we solved the misunderstanding that we had 3 years ago... then we started to talk about someone dun change clothes... haha... then jun jie, peggy, jac and me went to pizza hut at jp to eat... then saw my jurong sec junior... so funny disturbing her... had lots of fun... but then shelin and zining left le... if not i think gt more fun le... hee hee... then i realised that i didnt bring my house key out... so i took the bus with jac until her place le... then took the bus back... haha... siao le rite?? yeah!!! tml emerge le... NGEE ANN going to sit together again.. =p gonna sleep le... i think... nitez... ★ Van Van ★ @ 1:00 AM Saturday, June 02, 2007 ♥
actually, i wanted to blog last nite... but by the time i come home... i was simply too tired... plus i am working today... so decided to blog today lo... anyway, ytd was POS... we really enjoyed ourselves... we did our best as we can... to me... everyone of us is a CHAMPION... We went up... we cheer... we danced... i believed everyone just enjoyed the feeling... it was simply great... after tat, continue the service... then went around to take photos... the we did something... at foyer 3... for the very last time... NGEE ANN did our CHEER again... we simply love it... enjoy the photos ba tat we took... just now tammy called and told me the results... we just lose by a few marks... there was a disappointment in my heart... we trained so hard... but i felt... we came in 4th... did our best... and we have enjoyed the process... most importantly, we make great friendship... ★ Van Van ★ @ 12:02 AM ♥ the girl next door Name: Vanessa Tan Bdae: 16/03/1987 Status:Single School: SIM - UOL Course: Bsc In Business Highest Education: Diploma in IT(Major: E-Biz) My facebook:Facebook E-mail & MSN: van.tan87@hotmail.com Got Saved: 28 March 2005 Join Usher Ministry: 22 March 2006 Youtube link:my videos 21st Birthday celebration: 15th March 2008 Ngee Ann Poly Graduation Ceremony: 27th May 08 SOT Graduation 2008: 23th & 24th Aug 08
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