my dad came back last nite...
but then he will going to be here like for 1 week or so?
hmmm...

anyway, this morning went to help out in children church...
then after tat, went off at 1pm...
cos i got something on...
then after tat, went to meet my parents to go down to geylang for turtle soup...
then buy fruits...
after tat, we went to watch 881...
wa.. it has been such a long time since i watch movie with my parents...
then went down to my grandparents' place...
fruitful day lor...
due i am very tired...
and lack of sleep...
but then since my dad is back then i should accompany him more...
cos there could be more changes in the family...
my aunt talking to me about attending my uni in perth today...
hmmm....
dunno... shall see...
olkie la.. tml got to work...

have you wonder who you can really trust?
or only God that you can really talk to?

can you really trust your family members?
or will they tell others about your things that you say?
or will they tell other relatives about you?
or will they give you negative comments?
making you dun feel like talking after their comments?

can you really trust your friends?
or will they tell everyone about the things you say?
or will they report everything they know when been asked?
or will they really keep everything in their heart?

i dunno...
i guess it is up to individual ba...
i admit that i have betrayed people...
becos i had to tell...
but at the same time...
i was really struggling with my own emotions...
the feeling is hard...
the thoughts of protecting my friend...
the heartpain of betraying...

but how many will really feel this way?
or becos of the many reasons/excuses they can come up with?
they can cover the betraying part?
or should be just keep everything to ourselves?

once the trust is broken...
izzit really tat the scar will always be there?
or there will be a chance that this scar will disappear?
can time will change things?
or this cut will always be there...
and the only cure is time...
but will this cut eventually leave a scar?
no one knows except you yourself...

wat happen last nite??
hahaha..
we are back to midnight msn-ing...
more information...
check out EG's blog.. hee hee..

today, work half-day...
after tat...
went to find jac and cherie in marina...
cos celebrating cherie's birthday ma..
then pass her the birthday lor...
plus bought jac a stitch...
hahaha... still get pay le.. need to start to clear my debts...
nothing much la...
only know my brain is switching off soon...
nitez.. hahaha..
cos i just finish sending out my section study hours e-mail...
so next i meeting my bed le :P

hasnt really got the time to come online...
or maybe nothing much to blog also...
i think since tat incident...
it brought the few part-timers closer...
then last week was amanda and rebecca's last day...
they waited for me to close my cashier then we went out for supper...
hee hee...
and we also took photos...
working will not be so fun if i hasnt know them...
and most of us came from ngee ann... that is a fun thing...
of course with jie jie and kor kor... it was great...
then i gt to know of people in my batch and until now then i know this person existed through my work... haha.. Kai Sheng from T01... OMG!!

today, though celestine didnt come to work...
due to some reasons.. well.. hope you are ok.. =)
huiying off...
though it will be bored today but hor...
still gt jie jie... kai sheng and big brother... haha..
we created jokes while working...
but all bully me about the stupid "rat" thing...
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, i hate that thing...

well, school going to start soon le...
hopefully i can do better this sem...
oh yes... pay day coming soon... heez

anyway,

Happy Birthday to Joanna...
and Happy Birthday to Shelin...
finally turning 19... haha :P

this few days didnt blog cos everyday go home...
trying to sleep early...
cos kind of me and a few of my colleagues were hassessed by my new sup...
but then about 2 to 3 of us have worse smses la...
msging us 2-3am and when we only know him for 2 days...
initially i thought he was okie so i reply...
but when he msg me at 2am to ask where i stay...
i was scared le so didnt reply...
then he started msging weird sms to us...

this morning... i met huiying first then go to work de...
then he help us open the door...
straight away we run le... haha...
then he today also cashiering...
worse, in front of me only...
thank God then Esther ask me to run cashier today...
so i dun need to face him whole day...

late afternoon, my big boss came down...
he got 1 by 1 into the room to talk to us...
then after tat, me, huiying, guohua, yuqing, yew kuan went for dinner...
come back...
saw esther(manager), jason(overall manager), winson(ex-retail manager)...
looking at him packing his bag...
taking his time card...
huiying and i was so afraid that we were like shivering lor...
cos we dunno what to do...
then when they about to go out...
we hide ourselves in 1 concern then ask the guys to block us...
but lucky for the rest of the HOD...
they really protect us like crazy since in the morning lor...
if he find us... they make sure they around so he dun do funny things...
then he was banging things all the time la...
wa.. scary lor... OMG!!!

after my managers and him left...
my ass. manager help him take cashier then ask me go walk around first...
cos they are still outside...
then my other HOD all ask if we are okie...
and lots of jokes started to create after he left lor...
we realised that we actually quite united in some way...

everything is over le...
only thing that we are afraid is that he still have our number...
and start to play prank on us then we siao le...
or go down to store to do things...
hope he will not do anything funny lor..
if not they say make police report le... haiz...

*very brief cos need to protect myself ma.. haha.. full story need to ask me myself and i le.. haix... but still very scare la... *

i cant remember since which day...
we have been receiving weird smses from someone...
OMG!!! to the point that some of us are so afraid...
thanks God for Nikki jie...
they are going to settle it on monday... heez...
details of it... will blog it...
ask me if you wan to know ba...

then this week gt my results...
though it is only attachment...
but then i felt tat i didnt do as well as i expected...
did i expect too much of myself??
when i didnt really put in my 101% in the final report?
but kind of upset la...
cos looking at my past results...
the only question i have is...
am i able to get into Uni??
else wat am i going to do??

today went for zone thing "Think You Can Sing"...
it has been a long time since i heard Pastor Zhuang preach...
his word simply hit many of us into thinking...
have we had a dream that is not fulfill?
have we had a dream that becos of certain things, we gave up?
have we becos of we are tired, becos of work gave up our dream?
it was a wonderful time with WYZ zone...
all the singing and enjoyment...
it has been a long time since we had quite a zone thing?
or maybe i didnt attend..heez...

guess i got to end here...
got a WYZ zone breakfast tml morning at foyer 3...
how amazing my zone can be??? haha...
zone breakfast leh? :P
shall enjoy tml morning... yum yum...

had a wonderful service on sunday...
sometimes, it is just simply amazing how a person can still be so happy without limbs...
while we normal people have so many demands...
he is always putting up a smile on his face...
but we are always thinking how bad we are...
have we ever thought that there are people who are worse out there??
you will never understand how it feels...
until you yourself sit there and listen to his story...
wan to know more.. go to http://lifewithoutlimbs.org

after service... went for PM...
then went to have lunch with jul...
then went home le... cos i was very tired...
plus had to work the following day...

work had fun at work...
we had mooncakes...
though somethings happen but then sometimes, they are really jokers...
everything also can joke de...
and joey give me a massage.. haha...
but then Y0ng Nei and Nikki was their last day...
cos they will be transfer to MP branch le...

today, went out with jac...
we supposed to go and shop for something...
ended, shop for food...
but not orginial food... but... japanese food...
then we went to paragon cold storage to walk...
OMG!!! we have lots of things to buy....
but then we need to save la...
too many people birthday coming liao...
okie.. i will try to find time to blog again...
gt to work tml...

just came back from cgm...
just now, cg leader talking about svc at jw...
and my cg...
most voted for jw...
though still dunno results...
but i was kind of sian le...

changes again?
i really dunno...
i dun wan to think...
but then just now when my cgl talking about it...
and most likely we might move...
soo eng and my eyes turn red and watery...
i am tired le...
though jw is definitely better for me cos i can walk...
but there are certain things that i not willing to give up...
haix...
getting emo... =(

sorry... been very busy...

this morning...
my house kena bomb by my classmates...
hahaha... bomb until i wake up lo...
then settle wat i need to settle...
then went to sentosa to meet them lo...
cos they insisted to wait for me at vivo... faint
then went to sentosa with them lor..
now?? oh man!! i am tanned once again..
but now currently quite red... hmm...
after tat, rushed to bishan to meet jac, zining and shelin for movie...
rat something de la... haha.. dun remember le...
then went to shop around junction 8...
until about 7... i think or abit later then we go home le...
ended up... i reach home at 10.. haha...
cos i took bus...change bus... took bus... change bus... took bus... change bus...

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try to write a chinese post...
thought of it when i was enjoying my bus trips...

这句话“永远的友情” 是否可能？
在生命里，我们天天都在和人接触。。。
有些人只会在你生活里路过。。。
有些人只会在你生活里留下深刻的影响。。。
有些人只会在你生活里留下他们的脚印。。。

我们常常会有有些比较好的朋友。。。
有时候和这有些在一起。。。
有时候和那些在一起。。。
往往都会有一群你会常常和他们在一起。。。

可是。。。
这些会长久吗？
还是。。。
当他们有了新的朋友。。。
还是。。。
有了男朋友或相反。。。
还是。。。
生活再也不同了。。。
还会可能这么好吗？

可能友情不是永远的。。。
可能会有那么一天，
你和你的朋友突然不再说话了。。。
你还会说友情是永远的吗？

你认为呢？

go and sleep le...
having gastric...
super pain.. cannot take it le...

went to work as usual...
nothing much...
then jac came to find me during my dinner break...
after tat, went to walk around...
then went to cd rama to find shelin...
at the same time buy things lor...
then get staff discount... hee hee...
still thinking want to get the purple ear-piece anot... hmm...
then jac accompany shelin for dinner...
cos she meeting cherie and hanxiang for dinner...

then after closing everything...
went to find them...
and they are in pub... *faint*
and they started to drink liao...
then i ordered a classic martini lor...
only 1 glass la...
then went home le...

Name: Vanessa Tan
Bdae: 16/03/1987
Status:Single
School: SIM - UOL
Course: Bsc In Business
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We can disagree with each other but we must never doubt each other.

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