This morning.. went to Ngee Ann Poly to collect my transcript cos need to give it to RELC but then after tat, i very lazy so haven go down to RELC yet.. then went down to sun tec convention hall to meet Jean and Alvin cos going to Comex Fair with them... cos i think I reach first then Alvin then Jean so Alvin and I dont know each other.. then both of us waiting for Jean then when she arrived then we walked towards her then we realised that we are waiting for the same person.. haha..

then after tat, we went to eat subway.. again?? haha.. hmm.. then went to see sony lap top... i might not get a mac lap top le.. because i realised that the programmes that i wanted to install is more for windows and it is waste to get a mac lap top.. haha.. then i saw Estee.. my cousin la.. then went to see other lap tops also.. but there are 2 models that i am quite interested in.. one is the Sony and the other model is Asus... hmm.. need to think carefully which one i want... then we saw camera... there is this camera that is quite nice.. but then the price is also quite nice.. haha.. then both Jean and I are interested.. actually it is $549.. but then the person is giving us at $499 and 3 4GB SD card instead of 2... haha.. interesting rite? dunno leh.. but then i still got my panasonic plus now super broke lo... then Alvin need to meet his ZS.. so actually supposed to accompany Jean to go and find her members but then in the end.. we decided to watch movie.. haha.. WALL.E... quite a funny movie.. should go and watch also la..


What if mankind had to leave Earth, and somebody forgot to turn the last robot off?

After hundreds of lonely years of doing what he was built for, WALL-E (short for Waste Allocation Load Lifter Earth-Class) discovers a new purpose in life (besides collecting knick-knacks) when he meets a sleek search robot named EVE. EVE comes to realize that WALL-E has inadvertently stumbled upon the key to the planet's future, and races back to space to report her findings to the humans (who have been eagerly awaiting word that it is safe to return home). Meanwhile, WALL-E chases EVE across the galaxy and sets into motion one of the most exciting and imaginative comedy adventures ever brought to the big screen.

then after that, we went to starbucks to watch movie from Jean's lap top until it is time then we went home le.. then I was watching tv while waiting for Rachel and Ray to come.. cos they say they coming to pass me my dress.. then I actually fell asleep on the sofa until they called.. haha.. then went down to meet them then accompany them to go for dinner then come home.. instead of sleeping.. i am sitting here to blog.. haha.. tml still meeting nat and rach.. :P

okie la.. better go and sleep.. if not tml i cannot wake up le.. haha..

this morning.. woke up super early... flesh is super not willing but the spirit is willing.. so woke up.. took a cab down to Jasmine's place then went down to commonwealth to meet up with ying wei then we went down to changi airport... cos Fang-Yi and Yi-Ting are leaving Singapore today then went to send them off... hmm.. after they left, kind of miss them also.. haha.. specially going to miss disturbing Yi-Ting.. and chatting with Fang-Yi... hoping for Nov to come fast then will get to see them again for Asia Conference 2008..

supposed to be able to get the car tml to help Rach and drive them around then in the end.. my mum need the car because of certain reasons.. so cant drive them around le.. then Jean called up.. so going to meet Jean tml morning to go for IT show then maybe meet up with her cg members to study? but i think both of us will go there to talk.. haha.. cos after SOT... we are the slacking people.. haha..

Just came back only.. just now went to bedok to meet qiu ping, Fang-yi and yi-ting for dinner... cos it is the last nite for fang-yi and yi-ting before they go back to taiwan... so meet them for dinner... cos they wanted to eat BK.. saying that singapore's BK is nice.. haha.. then we had alot of fun chatting about all the craps.. then even to talk about horscope and talking about partnership.. haha.. nothing much about today.. cos i was slacking at home the whole day... actually not slacking because i didnt move at all... except sitting in front of the computer doing up my blog and posting all the pictures.. haha.. okie.. gtg le.. cos tml morning still have to wake up very early to send fang-yi and yi-ting off.. cos 6plus need to reach the airport le.. sad sad.. :( they are leaving but then will see them soon in nov...

These are the things that I got from my friends... but anyway, I am very happy.. haha.. finally can see Daffodil.. plus she allow me to carry her lor.. hee hee...


the card that my cg gave me.. nice rite??


given by shi en and li juan.. nice?? :p add to my another collection le.. whahaha..


also from my cg.. haha..


my SOT tag.. going to miss wearing them... but it is going to be my memories forever..


my Cert... like glowing like tat.. haha..

didnt really have time to really write my blog... cos there is alot of things to do.. my assignments and all the audio cds.. that i need to finish... wa!! alot lo.. haha.. anyway, going to graduate soon.. next week.. so excited!! then for the past 1 whole week.. every morning going to church to pray from 7am to 8am... wa.. seems so great praying but then after tat super tired during lesson.. then whole week kena PA team so more or less i am quite exhausted too.. so nothing much to write also la... but then i got closer to Pranee through SOT.. then we started to share secrets.. haha.. ops.. but not supposed to reveal.. then ytd.. went to try the gown for rachel & ray's wedding... wa! then clothes is super... haha.. cos i think becos of their wedding i really give it all out le la.. but then didnt take picture.. haha.. promised Pranee that i will send her the photo when i wear the dress and take photo.. then we had our graduation rehearsal ytd at expo.. alot of funny things happen la.. but then we also too alot of photos lor.. oh ya.. i forgot.. we also took our graduation photo le.. yippy!!

here are the photos..

actually.. i am studying for tml's paper.. but then somehow my mind is not working... and things dun seems to go in... after some stuff that i realised that i am really shutting myself more and more from my family... dunno wat to say.. anyway, i decided to go and read up people's blog to update myself.. and some of these are copied from Ray's blog but with editing...

{ almost the whole EG is now scattered throughout the church family.
Van, SE is at JW.
YQ, Terence is at Expo svc 1.
JX and XY is in CG ministry.
Jayme left us..

and i am just wondering...
when was the last time i came to serve, becos i want to serve..
when was the last time i want to serve, becos of the friends that are serving with me...

Jing said it so well...
"usher ministry is all about work, but its who you work with, that make the difference.." }

though i really love Jurong West now with wonderful leaders like Siang Lian, Ivory, You Mei, Wan Yun...
it has definitely brought me to my next level in my ministry and of course I really learnt alot from them..

through i enjoyed serving in JW with my JW ushers now... it is a totally different feeling.. it is not like I am always looking forward for all my supports and services..
it's no longer the same..
no EGs
no HM.
no BEL.
no fun.
no laughter.

and now i am feeling rather emo becos of Ray's post:

shortly after i posted the last post on how i want to relook at my focus,
a friend texted me..

and she asked (among many things), what were the difference between the "happy EG times" and now (the not so happy "non EG days)...

and my honest answer to that was: the people.
from the leader who took care of all of us,
to every EG-ers...

nothing can replace anyone of this group.
people will falter away, and the sad truth is.. once gone, its gone.

i can bring together another group of like-minded ushers to form another fellowship group, but the feel is different.

where can i find another creative "Jeff who is always able to string some melody, when we want to compose some songs for someone special?

where can i find another Xinyan who never fail to bring laughter and energy to our midst, just by her voice (read: singing)

where can i find another Van, who is always so helpful, so caring, so mindful...
i believe everyone will miss her home-brew herbal drinks..
i can never forget the times that she will purposefully brew some honey drinks for us, just because she heard we are not feelin well..

where can i find another "4 heavenly kings"?
the handsome FM, YQ, K & J? (you know who you are right?) =p
people who's very presence will bring laughter, peace and joy to our lives...

but most importantly,
where can i find another HM?
the "standard" of leadership?
the example of TLC?
the heart of a leader, who is not concern about the duties, but the persons.

i can bring together another group, but it will be very different becoz of the way we were taught.

but then..
i must try.....
but yet...... i miss the people so much...

looking at the youtubes videos, i am just getting so emo...

looking at the post.. i really felt kind of emo too.. cos i really miss 4S5 alot and I believed those who have left 4S5 will feel the same way too.. those were the times that i really love the ministry alot.. people ever ask.. why do I love usher ministry so much.. well.. it is the friendship and relationship made inside.. normally, when people backslide.. who brought them back? friends? or cg?
when i backslided.. who brought me back? 4S5! the time spend to talk sense to me.. to find out what is wrong with me.. the little little things.. and definitely.. my best SL HM jie who really encouraged me alot during that period of time when no one understand.. she did..where can I find such a SL? no matter how busy she is.. she never fail to listen to us when we had problems.. and she will look for you.. you can backslide once and brought back by the ministry.. but when i backslide the 2nd time.. it was the ministry that hold me on in church.. for my great TL and great SL.. i will not be what I am now.. (if you dont know, each time when i think of what HM jie aka Da jie told me to encourage me, my tears will just flow.. for I really thank God for this wonderful SL and I really hope to be once again under her in future..

I MISS EG!! I MISS HM JIE!!! I MISS 4S5!!!

on tues.. we went down to ying wei's place after school.. cos i am not driving.. then Jasmine and Bernie has batam emerge briefing so in the end i waited for both of them.. then 3 of us took a cab down to his place.. wa.. the taxi uncle super "dirty" lo.. cos actually jasmine wanted to sit in front de then she change her mind but then the taxi uncle say can sit in front wat.. then ask her to come and sit in front.. then after tat, he keep on taking to us.. then keep looking at us.. wa.. thank God it is 3 of us together.. not only 1 person.. haix.. dun wish to add on further.. super disgusting..
then reach his place then eat pizza.. the rest has eaten already.. then we started our entertainments... we had bridge table... we had majong table.. and we have mini k box session.. haha...


team 23 who is at ying wei's place..
ying wei, su qi, jie ying, adeline, rou xin, xiao hui, me
henry, hai hu, qiu ping, jasmine, bernie
jasper and yu hong..

what made ying wei super upset was this photo...

haha.. yes!! 100! excellent.. it was one of the songs that qiu ping and i sang it together.. and then we scored 100 points for it.. haha.. then ying wei.. immediately blamed that we touch the set which made it this way but then we did it 3 times.. haha.. he super sad la..


taken during FOP.. my cg.. finally had time to take photo with them.. haha.. if not forever i am super busy de. :P

On friday, it was the 1st nite of FOP... as i need to be in formal, no choice but to wear formal to school.. faint.. look so weird la.. but then in the end.. still not tat bad as i think la.. then after tat, chiong down to bugis to meet xiao en for lunch with michelle, jonathan, chang yan and gordon... then went to buy some food for some of them who are already in Singapore Indoor Stadium then we also gt benji a present... cos his birthday on friday ma.. then Michelle Leong and i serving together.. but then both of us realised that we seems to be very free.. haha.. dunno why... then after service... after finishing settling all the things in the floor area... clearing up... putting back all the chairs and we look at the time... wow!! we are going to reach home tomorrow morning again.. haha.. so took a cab with you mei, ivory, ivory sis(whom i also know de)... but i would say.. the service is great though most of the time or in fact even during sermon time... i was also serving.. haha..

then ytd stephen kor kor gave me tuition.. haha.. hopefully i will not fail him... then went to dinner with my grandparents and ta ku and ah tio.. ku mummy and ku ku... we went for penang dinner... yummy... you should see the food... alot lo.. super nice.. then the boss' son is also helping there.. called Tim... haha.. well, cos ta ku happen to know the boss or something.. then the son told ta ku his name... so when i went to take the food, Tim said 'this is like your 3rd bowl le.. you like it alot?' haha.. not for me de.. i am only taking for the rest... but i prefer the laksa.. and he say he also prefer the laksa.. but honestly, should go and try it.. super nice lor...

helping shelin in her assignment but dunno because too long didnt use my brain... nothing is coming out.. haix.. die le la.. anyway, later my allocation is stage.. wow!! have never serve stage before in such a big event... hmm.. going to be a great experience...

Name: Vanessa Tan
Bdae: 16/03/1987
Status:Single
School: SIM - UOL
Course: Bsc In Business
Highest Education: Diploma in IT(Major: E-Biz)
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E-mail & MSN: van.tan87@hotmail.com
Got Saved: 28 March 2005
Join Usher Ministry: 22 March 2006
Youtube link:my videos
21st Birthday celebration: 15th March 2008
Ngee Ann Poly Graduation Ceremony: 27th May 08
SOT Graduation 2008: 23th & 24th Aug 08

Bukit Batok Pri Sch(1994 - 1999)
1Q, 2Q, 3Q, 4Q, 5Truth, 6Hope

Jurong Secondary Sch(2000 - 2004)
1C, 2C, 3B, 4B, 5A

Ngee Ann Poly (2005 - 2008)
0508 (IT course)

Bible Training Center (April 2008 - August 2008) SOT Team 23

Usher Ministry
G4S5C - Welfare & Helper
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Personal Achievement:
1 Star Kayakking (22nd Jun 2008)
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LAST UPDATED PROFILE:18th JULY 2009

Get into University start sch on Aug 3rd 09

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♥ Overseas TriPs ♥

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China(Beijing) - (family) 24 Apr to 29 Apr 2008

Malaysia(Sibu) - (SOT Mission) 11 Jul to 13 Jul 2008

♥ her loves

CHattiNg oN pHonE
Cycling
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SENTOSA
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* Ghost Rider - 22th Feb 07
* Just Follow Law - 27th Feb 07
* Meet the Robinsons - 9th Apr 07
* SpiderMan 3 - 1st May 07
* Pirates of the Caribbean, At World's End - 24th May 07
* Shrek 3 - 6th Jun 07
* Fanastic 4 - 13th Jun 07
* Transformer - 30th Jun 07
* Harry Potter And The Order Of The Phoenix - 12th July 07
* The Simpsons Movie - 27th July 2007
* Rush Hour 3 - 12th Aug 2007
* Ratatouille - 1st Sept 2007
* 881 - 28th Sept 2007
* Balls of Fury - 03rd Oct 2007
* Unrest - 29th Oct 2007
* Enchanted - 24th Nov 2007
* Tattooist - 30th Nov 2007

* Kung Fu Dunk - 3rd Feb 2008
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* L change the world - 24 Feb 2008
* Meet the Spartans - 07 Mar 2008
* The Spiderwick - 14 Mar 2008
* The Orphanage - 21 Mar 2008
* The Forbidden Kingdom - 23 April 2008
* Superhero Movie - 30 April 2008
* Iron Man - 2nd May 2008
* The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian - 29th May 2008
* Sex and the City - 1st Jun 2008
* Kung Fu Panda - 13th Jun 2008
* Meet the Zohan - 27th Jun 2008
* Money No Enough 2 - 24th Aug 2008
* Wall-E - 29th Aug 2008
* Boys over Flowers - 19th Sept 2008
* Big Stan - 6th Oct 2008

* Red Cliff 2 - 12th Jan 2009
* Marley and Me - 06th Mar 2009
* Coming Soon - 12th Mar 2009
* Unborn - 27th Mar 2009
* Friday the 13th - 27th Apr 2009
* 17 Again - 30th Apr 2009
* Angels and Demons - 26 May 2009
* Terminator Salvation - 15 June 2009
* I Love You Man - 30 June 2009
* Where got Ghost - 16 Aug 2009

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♥ WALAU SERIBU REBAH

我从来不曾 怀疑过
到底你有多么爱我
我生命里的每一分钟
都有你看顾着我
有的时候黑暗临到
有的时候巨浪狂风
我心依然满有平安
因为有你看顾我
我的主

不管前面道路有多困苦
耶稣你永远是我的帮助
只要有你在我生命中
永远看顾
我必能一路永跟随
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♥ MOTIVATION & REFLECTION

To succeed is to stay focus on 1 thing at a time.

Never run away from a problem. Face it or it will haunt you.

Every Morning, when I wake up, I treasure the innocence of being able to enjoy each day.

We can disagree with each other but we must never doubt each other.

I dont need people to decide for me, I will decide my own pathway.

~Teaching~
Proverbs 15:1
A soft answer turns away wrath, But a harsh word stirs up anger.

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