today, after my beijing trip... back to SOT for classes le.. today's lesson was great...

it really taught me alot...
1) All forms of relationships requires forgiveness
2) in our era of time, there are good things going on but then will also be bad to be parallel
3) great vision can happen if it is at the correct timing
4) no matter what situation, when we seek, HE will respond

there are just so many things to learn... suddenly... just felt the first time when i was on fire on his words... everyday, just wanting to know more and hear more of the words...

then after SOT... when to Best coffee shop with my team to fellowship... hee hee.. everyday have been working so dun have time to fellowship with them but then now finally can le.. then after tat, we decided tat on tuesday, Team 23 will have voluntary fasting... need to build up my fasting life.. and have more spiritual discipline.. then after tat, Chai Ling drove me and adeline down to Woodlands then both of us took train to go and visit Shirley... cos her grandfather just passed away... hmm.. hope she will be doing fine...

then after tat, went to vivo to meet Aloy, Edmund and jas for movie.. Superhero Movie... the movie is so so so so so so lame and funny la.. until we laugh until cannot take it.. haha.. then stupid aloy sit beside me then keep hitting me... -_-'''

then after movie... we were walking around chit chatting... haha.. alot of stupid things happen... and i gt strangled by Aloy.. going to strangle him back soon when i see him the next time.. haha.. then i left first cos my dad need me to collect the car from him cos he wan to go drinking with his friends but dun wan the car.. so i drove the car home myself lo... so shiok!! haha..

okie la.. need to go and rush my bible reading le... friday need to hand in my assignment and i only like just started.. faint..

today is my last day in Orchard Popular.. finally i have done all the packing and cleared the whole area.. there are definitely some sadness and memories in that place.. those where the time that we really had alot of fun.. and i am going to miss so many of them.. just now we went to seoul garden for farewell and cai bao cook for me to eat lor.. so yummy...

Orchard Popular
Cashier...
Poh Lee Jie
Yin Peng Jie Jie
Ven Huay aka Shi Fu
Siew Lian Jie
Cai Bao Jie

Stat...
Lay Hsia Jie
Yu Qing aka kor kor
Paul
Auntie Kui Ying
John

Text...
Yew Feng
Auntie Mei Hua
Shawn aka Ah shoan
Guo Hua aka Slacker HOD

MMED...
Welsey aka Wei Shi Li

English...
Syed aka Big Brother
Wan ling
Firzan

Admin
Huiling aka H xiao jie
Wei Ching

going to meet all the habit of talking that each and everyone has... but guess maybe it is already in us.. so we will bring to our new outlet.. haha.. there is sadness but then maybe when everyone move to a new place then we know how to cherish each other... cos no matter how much we dont like each other... we will still play and joke around.. now i only wish for favour of man in my new outlet le..

then after Seoul Garden.. went to shop with xin yi and both of us bought 2 shirts.. haha.. then went to watch The Forbidden Kingdom... then went home le.. OR staffs.. hope to see you all soon..

my last 2 days there for packing...

ytd... managed to persuade mummy to let me drive the car so in the morning... when i was about to leave the house... i tried to call jasmine... then in the end.. she msg me to tell me she just woke up so i decided to go down to her place to fetch her lor... then went to fetch yu hong also... then went back to ngee ann to meet huiying and celestine and xin yi for lunch... then after tat, xin yi and i went to work le...

super tired la.. having to cope with so many things but then it is stretching capacity..

then if you have been to OR popular.. you should roughly remember how it look like.. but last nite.. after all the packings and everything.. it looks like this...




haha.. so empty except boxes...

hopefully today can clear everything then i can go home to sleep early... super tired la... and i dun feel like eating.. cos i need sleep badly.. hahaha..

okie la.. off to work le.. :(

oh ya.. went to SOT class this morning.. and guess wat?
Bernie bought me Yam Yam... whahahaha.. blessed rite? hee hee..

hmm... finally tml i can have my off day.. so i shall go and enjoy service... have i been really serving so much that my presence in the cellgroup doesnt really make a difference anymore??

as i was browsing through the net.. i came across my cellgroup's blog and guess wat? i dun even know that my cellgroup has a blog.. and no one told me about me... haix.. suan le la.. doesnt really matter anymore...

maybe i should just serve tml ba... tell you mei that i wan to serve...

PEOPLE DISAPPOINTS US BUT NOT HIM...

maybe i should really start to pray whether am i supposed to be in this cg? the new members know all the things that is going on in the cellgroup.. but for me? i know none... that why am i there for? hmmm...

SOT has brought me into deep thinking... wanting to build a new relationship with the cg but sometimes i guess once the timing is over... it is over... so i might just leave it as it is ba.. since i am already so involved in ministry... then let it stays that way ba..

hmm... didnt really have time to blog as i started SOT already... wow!! it really impacted my life and everyday seems to be closer and closer to God.. not only tat... his presence is strong everyday... and i have also turned super workaholic... everyday working until very late.. plus OT.. haha.. dunno become i have turned lazy to msg people to go out.. or wat la.. haha.. but then i realised everyday i am working... morning going to school then after school is all about working.. then on sat. it will be ministry then service.. then home.. sun... cellgroup then work again... hmm.. no more entertainment??? hahhaa.. dunno leh..

somehow i miss those times...
somehow i miss those laughters...
somehow i miss those days...
has everything changed???
have i changed??

somehow i miss you...
somehow i miss your peace...
somehow i miss...
i just miss...

you brought me joy...
you brought me laughter...
you brought me hope...
but you also destroy them day by day...
for it is no longer you...
but me alone...
standing there...
once again...
all alone...

well.. today supposed to meet ks to get his ipod for him... haha.. but early in the morning he disturb me up to tell him he stm... last nite... chiong to download everything into his ipod then forgot to bring his ipod.. haha... nvm la.. suan le..

then in the evening... meet up with ks first cos he left his office then he msg me so i left my house lor.. so in the end.. went to ntuc find him le.. then we went to the bank.. then we went to walk around.. then went comic connections... cos waiting for huiying, celestine and zhen wei to come ma.. then we decided to go courts.. haha. then after that meet them there then we went to Swenson to eat.. as usual.. 2 of didnt eat.. hy as usual water tank lor.. haha.. then after tat, ks very tired le.. so he went home first.. then we went to walk walk then celestine and i wan to go jp.. then something happen...

WHAT HAPPEN? well.. just something happen lor..

open-ended blog post.. hahaha.. cos she dun wan to say.. so i dun wan to write..

then 2 people asked me the same question... and my answer is "slowly slowly wait... hahaha... maybe wait until old also will not happen... for i cant predict my future, only can predict both of your future... whahahaha "

Went to SOT this morning with a burden in my heart that is my dad is back... wat if he knows that i went for SOT? What will he do? Will he stop me from going church? Will he wan me to drop out of SOT? lots of questions were in my head but then God is good. He never forsake us.. As i was burdening with all these questions...

Something happen in SOT this morning... He has given me peace..

Anyway, wat I wanted to share was.. during ministering this morning, after i went down for altar call.. i went back to my seat... ever since we have moved to JW... i haven really praise and worship God.. week after week... most of the leaders are activated for serving.. so during ministering, i was telling God.. this is SOT... i just want to receive instead of serving to be just worshipping you... however, God seems to say... you have just received and in order to receive more, you need to give.. without giving then how can you receive? So I have just received and i still give by serving others.. so in the end, I went down to serve.. hahaha.. usher again lor..

after SOT, went to find Hotel 2 ( wan xiu).. haha.. with a few more ushers to have lunch together... hee hee.. since i not working so can join them lor.. had lots of jokes here and there.. but definitely... made new friends... :)

this morning.. went for cg.. almost cannot wake up.... hahaha.. anyway, had a great time at cg.. then after cgm... we started to play with Ethan.. oh ya, today's message was on Obed-Edom.. and my cgl asked us to say it 3 times and guess wat.. i realised that if you say it too fast.. it becomes "obey Ethan" hahaha.. dun believe try it.. he has began cuter rite?


is he cute? sleeping so soundly... haha.. the little prince of W360..


kelvin with Ethan.. he took photo until i forgot that i wan to take photo with Ethan.. *sobs*
but nvm.. cos i carry Ethan in my arms... and he was sleeping so sweetly lor...
and he really smells very nice... hahaha..
then after cg... went to grap some food at the hawker center... then soo eng, jas, aloy, raymond hsu went to take train... on the train is full of our laughter la... then aloy, jas and raymond hsu went to ps while me and soo eng went over to huiming jie's place cos Sophie's 1st month... well.. who is sophie??


here... i present Sophie... 4S5 little princess Sophie.. hahaha


cute hor... hahaha...
but didnt get to carry her cos too many people around le.. nvm.. next time ask da jie to bring her along then i can carry her le.. hahaha..

then after tat, those EG who went decided to go TCC at Novena Square to chit chat and fellowship since so long we haven really gathered... but then soo eng didnt join us cos she need to go home and rush her assignment... then terence didnt join us as he gt family dinner... kenneth also need to go home..jul too tired so also went home le.... so only ray, rach, me, chang yan, jing xuan and bel lor.. haha.. then we chatted for quite long then went home le... super tired la..

Oh ya, 80 talk to me ytd.. and going to have more responsibilities le... hmm... looks like taking up another ministry simply totally impossible.. haha.. well.. see how ba..

for more of the babies' update... wait for next week's week photo ba.. going to take Ethan's photo every week.. hahaha..

well.. my life nothing much to update.. cos it all work and work.. but anyway, ytd went to sentosa with my cg cos there was a zone outing at sentosa which is to play games... then some of my cg members brought their friends along too.. super fun la.. them.. then Jia hong and i was like making songs and cheers for our teams.. and you know wat? none of them has seen me so crazy before... hahaha..even my cgl also was like super shocked with my behaviour.. hahahaha.. ops.. no face le.. but i really enjoyed as i believed they enjoyed too.. at first when at vivo eating lunch... edmund, jia hong, aloy and me... we are also crapping until i wanted to wear a jacket.. then jia hong said dun need cos the sweat has turn into ice le.. -_-'''

then after tat, games after games we won!!! except for 2 games.. actually i think we are super noisy also la... then after tat went to vivo to eat then went to ben & jerry to eat ice-cream..yippy.. this is life man!! haha... hmm.. well.. you think 7 April... i will start school? you shall stay tune and wait for the the news. hahahaha

oh ya.. didnt really tell you what is it about? actually we are divided into 20 teams.. then after tat, we are supposed to play games with another team.. then if we win the we will get a star from the game master.. then there are also prizes for the most noisest.. more encouraging.. most endu team.. but then we gt 2nd prize so the above is not meant for us.. but it is okie.. cos we won ourselves $100 ben & jerry vouchers.. hee

now.. let's view the photos... heez


hey... no stars?? of course la.. we just started the game only.. hahaha


tat my team.. team 8.. after playing the bean bean game..
which is we are supposed to use the chopsticks to pick up the beans..
red beans - 1 point...
green beans - 2 points..
and we won!!! whahahahaha..


haha.. playing games halfway still can pose..


this game was actually colour memorising...
so 1 person will be the one sticking the colours..
1 will be up there up.. on the small hill to hold on the colours..
the rest will have to run up and down to give the correct colours to the ground..
and we won!! hahaha..
*hint: actually you see the number of stars will know how many games we won la.. haha


Team 8 Huat ah!!


after a tired day... wuay boon bought us drinks..wooo...




my cg with all the friends...
2nd row: jia hong, aloy, edward, raymond ling, 2 cant really remember..ops.. leslie, edmund, wuay boon...
first row: raynold, giselle, me, raymond hsu, soo eng..
1 & only person squatting down: ken...

hahaha.. i think all of us had alot of fun lor... but then too bad kelvin and jasmine not in the picture.. cos kelvin need to go back camp while jas gt ministry performance...


wow!!! this is my zone!! WYZ... hahaha.. this is only the tertiary section ok?
well guys... see you guys during our june tertiary camp ba.. hee hee..
people, see the fun we had?? wan to join us and have fun?? haha..
let me know ba.. :)

Name: Vanessa Tan
Bdae: 16/03/1987
Status:Single
School: SIM - UOL
Course: Bsc In Business
Highest Education: Diploma in IT(Major: E-Biz)
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Bukit Batok Pri Sch(1994 - 1999)
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Jurong Secondary Sch(2000 - 2004)
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Ngee Ann Poly (2005 - 2008)
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To succeed is to stay focus on 1 thing at a time.

Never run away from a problem. Face it or it will haunt you.

Every Morning, when I wake up, I treasure the innocence of being able to enjoy each day.

We can disagree with each other but we must never doubt each other.

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Proverbs 15:1
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