Just receive some photos of my baby cousin Caelan in Sweden.. actually heard that E-Jean xiao ku wanted to come to Singapore around this period but becos of the H1N1.. they decided not to cos Caelan is still so young..






Hmm.. his eyes dun look brown to me... hahaha..





so cute.. from the pic.. his eyes dun seems to be dark brown like us... hmm..wonder wat colour is his eyes.. haha.. really looking forward to seeing my baby cousin.. haha.. can you imagine my age gap with my cousin is like 22 yrs difference??? and finally i will have another baby cousin to play with?? haha.. NOT MY NEPHEW!! BUT COUSIN!! WOW!! this is interesting :P

this morning, met up trinity and kenrus for lunch?? hmm.. but the timing like breakfast in church... then after tat we fellowship till about 12.30pm cos Jiasheng and Dion reached le but i dunno what to brief?? haha.. i mean been first time as a Hotel 1... my mind is blank..


though the earlier part is abit of stressful cos not enough manpower to do bulletins and stuff but in the end we still made it.. then after tat, went to oscar...after tat, cos Ming Lee wanted to talk to Kenrus and Khoon Fai so i went to B4 for zone event sitting at the back... then after tat, cos i was feeling very hungry le.. so left halfway then went to JP for dinner cos we have not eaten.. we went to eat Long John Silver.. then we crack alot of jokes.. laughing all the way.. then after tat, Wanyun suggested to go around to walk... so we started to walk.. and I was into a CD shop.. as I was msging Kenneth, cos he ask what i was doing?? so in my mind.. the reply was i am walking around in Jurong POint with my ministry leader and some ushers.. but then i was shocked on what i type before i send out?? i actually type CGL instead of MINISTRY LEADER??? faint.. lucky i read once before sending.. haha.. ops..

then we went to Popular... -_-''' how nice?? Being a popular staff.. seems so workaholic...off day yet going back to workplace of another branch only.. haha.. and i realised that we are crazy stationary shoppers too.. haha.. as i told them there were 20%.. wow! they just buy?? and Ming Lee was crazy.. haha..


okie la..going to sleep le.. cos tml morning got to wake up early to go service with Xinyi :P
Goodnite. :p

ytd was the last lesson for Song of Solomon. At first, the night before, i made up my mind to sit with my cg.. i mean i guess i ought to spend some time with them? Honestly, sometimes, when i see how others can be so close to their cg members, it do make me wonder... why cant I? what is the thing that is stopping me?? there seems to be a wall??

anyway, i put my bag with my cg... looking at Hotel 1(Ray)'s face.. i guess it will be seems too much if i dun even help a little in the zone i was sitting.. then i saw Ming Lee.. and she told me there is no usher to serve 1st row.. so i check with Feng Ming(Charlie 2) and becos Charlie is lack of ICs.. so Alan ask me to take 1st row.. okie lor.. went back to my cg.. realised that we are once again short of seats and actually I thought of rushing to the front during offering then still sit with my cg... but then not enough seats?? so nvm lo.. i shall give up my seat to my members and took the seat in front.

the ending presence in the front was strong...

thinking back...
there are times when i was weak...
there are times i chose to escape...
there are times i turn my back...
But yet...
He is always waiting for me...
so many how many times i felt tired...
His hands are always there to help me up...
He is none other than my Abba Father...

this morning.. woke up late..after morning call him and faster got myself prepared and rush out of my house le.. cos i going ubin to cycle with Nyssa and Xiuli...then uopn reaching ubin.. went to find the bike uncle.. took my blue bike again... hee.. forgot to take photo with the bike again :(


the first durian tree we saw.. isnt it cool?? haha..

today, we did cycle quite a bit.. but more of bashing in through to find durians?? haha.. sound crazy?? but then hey.. it was great experience okie?? you waited.. they drop and you pick up and eat.. yummy~!


Rambutans... haha.. we saw a uncle plugging.. so we ask if he could give us a few?? and they are sweet and juicy... hee..


Nyssa and the Rambutans


me and Nyssa at Chek Jawa...

then after tat we went to boardwalk and the top tower.. wow!! the scenery is nice simply beautiful.. i regretted not bringing camera.. i only had my hp with me.. but still not that bad la.. then i wanted to cycle to Noordin.. but in the end.. saw my cadets halfway... I saw Brandon, Leonard, Sharon.. and i found Oreo cookie for my unit.. hee.. anyway, in the morning.. i was talking to sharon.. that Ubin is so big.. not possible that i will meet my OC.. and I told God, if your will now is for me to go back to NPCC to be HO... let me meet my OC somehow before I leave ubin.. and I really meet her like while we are resting then there she is coming?? -_-''' and tat area is not even Noordin area yet??

so then.. just now.. i told my OC.. i want to go back to NPCC... i mean when your heart and passion is still there.. it's hard to give them up.. i gave up once.. but not again... it is hard for me to give up something i like so much?? so now waiting for the course and camp to come??

then i started to walk with Ms Lim, OC.. then after tat, meet another team with teacher officer also.. so then he also ask me dun think le.. come back as a HO.. hmm.. while i was walking with them.. Nyssa and Xiuli stopped and rest.. and guess what?? we found durian.. fleshly dropped..




i am cutting the durian.. haha..


Xiuli and Nyssa

and we started enjoying the durians till we kind of almost forgot we need to return the bikes.. then went back to the bike shop then.. gt this guy.. hmmm.. quite shuai.. and he is tanned.. hmm.. and becos we still had durians.. then we started to have a conversation... and he actually taught me how to see if the durian is good?? hahaha.. super power lo.. and he is like so young only??


he open it for us... yummy~!

taken on the boat back to mainland:

Xiuli and Nyssa






i saw the english version of it on the boat.. so then i took a picture of it.. hee.. :P

then we went for dinner together... before i headed home.. then i actually took train to Pasir Ris... then sit back to Jurong.. haha :P.. i guess.. i slept for almost an hour on the traiN?? haha..

okie la.. gonna to sleep le.. tml going out with G1112 for movie.. hee

ytd duty was Charlie 1.. honestly, maybe it's the first time doing but i did really feel the stress.. it was like battle has started then Pei Fen reminded me that the stage is also mine.. so i need to check with stage 1 and stage if all the guest are here?? where are my stage ushers?? have the pupit been cleaned?? suddenly all these question came to me and i realised that i have been only looking after the zones and not the stage area?? it seems like a learning ground for me.. cos Charlie total chairs is about Jurong's hall?? so equal to as though Hotel 1? but then i have learnt something from Pei Fen ytd too.. i mean she was super relax?? and i think i was the one who is stress out?? haha.. i was really walking around the zone to see if every seat is been filled up.. then Pei Fen was telling me.. that i should move to the next level.. instead.. look at my ushers.. how they serve.. and teach them.. leave my seats to the ushers.. this is like something that i didnt really thought about??

every duty is a new experience to me... then after service.. together alot of SL and TL.. had a meeting with Beatrice.. cos on the July 4 & 5, we will be having zone service.. then we need to allocate the ushers.. so for WYZ.. Zech and I will be the ushers IC.. faint.. no wonder some of the SL are telling me that ytd was my training ground.. win le lo.. i dun even have any understudy before leh?? -_-'''

ytd BS was great... hee.. thought we are serving... but then God is great.. when the Hall was clearing and there are many usher leaders were standing in front to clear the hall and all the stickers and stuff.. Pastor just came and lay hands on us.. so in the end.. many of the usher leaders just fall.. and through the net.. they were still looking for us.. haha.. but no one respond.. ops..

Going back to expo ytd then when i was talking to Jean.. then i actually realised that my ex-TL is on break for very long le.. he wanted to go on break for a while.. but it seems like till now he is still on break.. i was shocked.. once together with him, we made a great team.. and now he is like no longer serving?? then 2 of the great friends whom i know.. have MIA from church after not serving for a while?? sometimes, has the CGL been coming too hard on us or has UM turned into part of our lives.. without it, we seems lost of direction? Since i came back from Genting, i heard lots of things.. then it is a feeling that i dunno how to describe but it is like....... arrgg.. dunno how to describe.. forget it.. *feeling frustrated* -> simply dont make me choose...

becos of so many things that i have heard for the whole week...
*just feel like stepping down in everything and be alone for awhile*

this Genting trip is not just a normal trip to me but also an eye-opener to me.

When we reach there.. as usual will be checking into our room and then we went down for buffet dinner.. this trip is simply eating, shopping and playing... haha.. but quite relaxing too.. at least, i can simply forget about time and just play to my heart's content.


me and my grandparents


me and my godma

lazy to post the photos.. cos now i am still feeling sleepy though i have slept on the bus for like 6 hours le?? haha.. i feel so piggy? -_-'''

after dinner went to Casino... haha.. it was an eye-opener for me? they were saying that since i have hit the age of 21 so i should at least go in to the casino to see wat it is like? so tat i dun been mountain tortoise?? haha.. ok.. waa.. i finally understand why is there so many people who actually borrow from the loan sharks? the way those gamblers play were crazy?
Eg. I saw this uncle playing on this table.. he has placed min about RM200 bet on this table and after placing his bet.. he went to the other table to play concurrently?? isnt it crazy??

Day 2:
went bowling after breakfast.. but realised that they only opened at 12pm so we went shopping and my godma bought me the death note anime.. hee hee.. (sry la.. at times, i still can behave like a kid.. ops)

then we went to this place called mushroom farm.. it's a restaurant but also a mushroom farm.. and how you can actually throw your own mushroom if you buy the seeds from them..


the is the fish we ate.. look!! it can stand?? hahaha





went to archary to play with my cousins, my dad, my Godma, my 3rd aunt..


the one in black.. that's me :P

then after tat... went for movie.. with them.. Terminator Salvation :P
then we went to the pub..
at first it was just listening to songs... then as the nite gets later...
the songs that they sang were once the songs that my Godpa loves to sing?
then we saw this moth flying around us.. and suddenly in our mind is not to chase it away.
maybe is my godpa.. how much my mind know that ah tio papa is with the Lord now
yet i still hope that the moth is him to be with us?
i saw ku mummy wiping her eyes.. i knew she is controlling herself..
my mum's eyes were red too seeing ku mummy crying..
my dad suddenly hugged ku mummy.. then i know that everyone really did miss my godpa alot
my tears was flowing non-stop.. even when i am blogging now..
i have never thought that this trip will bring back so much memories about him?
there were heartache for ku mummy and i too miss ah tio papa..
uncle sam signal me to stop crying becos my godma will be feeling worse..
i then took xu ren to go out and buy drinks.. since he wanted to drink 100plus.. and bought maggie mee for him too.. then uncle sam ordered terquila Pop.. then all of us drank.. guess wat? Charlene felt giddy after tat?? haha.. then about 1am.. we went back to the room.. oh ya.. i had 2 glasses of gin tonic and dunno how many bottles of beer? haha..

Day 3:
my cousins went to the theme park.. actually wanted to go with them.. but then i dun feel like?? i just feel like accompanying ku mummy the whole day? to be with her?
so whole day, i stayed with her in the casino?? till dinner time? then went to find the rest to eat dinner together?? then went back to the casino? for Teochew porridge?? haha..

going into casino the 2nd time showed me something worse.. the auntie in the toilet simply dun know how to queue.. they just wan to cut your queue?? and they push?? come on.. toilet only and not as though the jackpot machines will run away? dun need to rush till like tat rite?

oh ya.. forgot to add.. in the afternoon, my grandpa wanted to go down to First World to shop then we decided to take the shuttle bus down.. faint.. this is worse than China.. you see the way they cut queue and the way they squeeze into the bus? when we manged to get into the bus.. upon reaching First World.. OMG!! i cant take it anymore.. my endurance has reached the limit.. they were pushing and my grandpa couldnt even get out and to me.. you push my grandparents.. i dun dare who you are.. you going to get it. so then i was holding on to my grandma's wheelchair and trying to find the way to my grandma still in the van.

*all the things are in conversation are in chinese*
Me: move away, if the wheelchair bangs into you, it's not my problem
Idiot ah pek: how can you not know, you are pushing and if you say excuse me, everyone will sure to move
my dad: uncle, you didnt even give me space to get her out and you are pushing
*got this kind auntie was asking us to slowly, take our time so i kept quiet*
Me(shouted): people know how to push, if my grandparents fall just now, i make sure you will lie flat on the ground too. dun even know how to wait.

everyone trying to get me to cool down cos i was really hot-tempered le.. and something about my family.. we are all very stubborn.. haha.. when my mum commented that i am getting very stubborn.. then my 3rd aunt said "guess she really has too much of the Tan family genes" hee.. i can be very stubborn and hot-tempered when i know i am right and i make sure i get my way done.. ops.. does that scare you off? ;P

my breakfast for day 4:

hee hee..

then went to do some shopping.. and HOME SWEET HOME!!!

wa.. didnt really that these few days, i have not blog?? haha.. anyway, guess i should blog before i leave for genting.. ;)

thurs.. after work.. went to Timbre to find Alan, Sharon, Wanyun, Xinyi, Ruixiang, Cassisa... it was a farewell for sharon cos she is going to Hong Kong for 2 months.. then we had pizza and drinks of course... and guess wat? we are blessed by Alan.. he paid for everything.. wa.. and we shared a waterfall.. wa.. haha.. see the photos.. :P

the waterfall.. see the flame inside?? haha.. we shared and guess wat? the moment we drink.. we feel as though we have just drank some fire?? haha..

Group Photo before Sharon left Singapore..


today.. we celebrated 84's birthday... but then it was supposed to be a surprise.. at first i thought that 84 has already returned his set.. then i com

me: wanyun... if you ready then tell me
wanyun: ready le la.. you faster la..
84: i am ready.. you can bring the cake out.
me: *faint* how come 84 is still holding his set?? -_-'''
84: am i supposed to pretend that i am surprise??
me: bao tian.. why you hold the set.. i thought you return le??

anyway, we brought the cake out for him to blow... and G1112 + Ivory bought him a pen with his name "Nicholas Pang" engrave on it... super cool okie?? it's a cross brand pen..








then after that.. went to do wat we need to do.. recycling.. oscar... after that went to Best coffee shop to eat Ban Mian with Karen, Wanyun, Trinity, Kenrus, Bao Tian and Layhwa.. then i was telling them about what Beatrice asked me to find out.. wat is wrong with one of the lifts in the 6 lifts in jurong?? so then we went back to church and really trying to find out where is the problem.. -_-''' look super kid-ish.. as though we are playing with the lifts.. haha.. but then i still dunno what is the prob? sadded..

then after tat, Trinity, Layhwa and i walked to Pioneer mall Giant.. cos they wanted to buy things for their sentosa trip..and since we ended early today? so Layhwa suggested to go Mac to chill out.. so went there to talk till about 10plus then we left to go home.. heee...

okie la.. off to sleep... off to genting... away and away and gone!!

be back on wed..

This week, we are having prayer meeting every morning... and it seems like no matter how tired i am, as long as i set my heart that i want to wake up for prayer meeting.. i will drag myself up.. though initially is hard.. but then once you are out of your bed.. everything is easy already :P

everyday after Prayer Meeting... my whole day seems to be wonderful?? I felt more energetic???

today, went for Romans and Galatians class.. wa.. the lesson is getting harder and harder to digest.. but then i really enjoyed the lessons.. not only taught me head knowledge but main thing to always to remember to keep His 10 commandments.. commandments are given not for nothing but given so that we can be better people..

then went to work.. nothing much but then i guess after xl left... i am kind of have changed dept to be cashier dept le?? haha

then just now after the leader's meeting.. then went to fellowship with some WYZ CGLs.. include QiuPing, WeiRen, Sharon, Bryna, Yuzhen, Aloyson, Kelvin etc..

this is how it happen... haha.. i dunno..
Me: Hi, Yuzhen
Yuzhen: everywhere I go, i will see you
Me: Because....
Yuzhen: because you are going to be a CGL rite? I knew it..
Me: huh??
Yuzhen: You ask your heart whether do you have a desire? and do you want to be CGL?
*Wanyun walked past*
Wanyun: No, she doesnt want
Yuzhen: Go and pray and ask God to give you a word or a verse and give you a confirmation, once it's confirm then rise up in CG
Me: okok.. i will pray about it.

Went to 2nd best coffeeshop to fellowship with WYZ leaders
Yuzhen: come Vanessa, Join the Family and fellowship
Bryna: Ya, Future CGL (dun get surprise, Bryna has been calling me tat)
*keeping quiet*
Bryna: go and pray about it
- CANT REMEMBER WAT SHE SAY LE -

Qiuping: Ya, she has been praying since SOT
Me: huh? Got meh?? haha.. I only remember praying to rise up in Usher Ministry.

alot more la.. but cant remember all..

anyway, Maybe I will leave it to Him ba..

okie la.. need to go and sleep le.. cos tml morning still need to morning call Kenneth cos I promised to go to Paya Lebar's PM.. and i left with 3 hours of sleep..whahaha.. :P

This morning.. went for Morning Prayer Meeting.. It was really a great time praying and i realised that once my heart is set right to go.. then i will be able to wake up.. or drag myself up for prayer meeting.. then after tat, I stayed on for Romans & Galatians lesson 3.

It was indeed a great lesson. Not only I have learn more about the Book of Romans but also it brought me back to the very basic. The importance of the Ten Commandments. This week is just like I am going back to my Bible School days.. knowing more.

Share abit ba.. hmm.. there are total of 3 uses of the Law
The law(law here refers to Ten Commandments) as a teacher.
John Calvin teaches that the law helps believers in 2 ways:
1. The law teaches the believer to make daily progress in doing the will of God.
2. The law encourages the believer how to live a life of obedience.

Quoted from Deirich Bonhoeffer:
"[cheap grace] is the preaching of forgiveness without requiring repentance, baptism without church discipline, communion without confession, absolution without personal confession. Cheap grace is grace without discipleship, grace without the cross, grace without Jesus Christ, Lieving and incarnate."

hmm.. tink about it...

anyway, after SOT lesson.. then went to have lunch with Liang Kai and fellowship abit then walked with him to Pioneer MRT then I walked home :P

okie la.. going for evening prayer meeting later too.. wHoo..

this morning... woke up and went for service.. then after tat join CG to go for Lost In Ubin... initally aiya.. dun wan to talk about it... tired of commenting.. on the shuttle bus to Changi.. i sat with Bryna.. then she was like talking to me.. about balancing myself in both Usher and CG ministry... I can still aim to be a Usher Leader and as well as being a PCGL.. hmm.. honestly.. i dunno if i have this capacity?? then after tat she asked me for my number.. then she put in her phone..

Vanessa - FCGL.. -_-''' then she showed to felicia... i was like wa.. win le lor.. this is best of all le.. use hp to proclaim.. haha.. then after tat, we played the game.. i think i really enjoyed the game... it is really like amazing race... you just kept going.. no matter how tired.. we just kept going.. and wat's more.. there are alot of bashing in to do and i think i am somemore crazy or wat... i love bashing in... but then also ended to have lots of cuts on my legs.. *sobs sobs* then ricky wasnt feeling well.. so i try calling shannon and wuay boon but both didnt pick up the phone.. so i decided to call Bryna for help..

Phone: *toot toot* *toot toot*
me: Hello, Bryna
Bryna: yes, future CGL
-_-'''

i didnt know i have changed my name... then after tat yu zhen was like laughing all the way la.. all bully me... haix.. then after the whole game.. we took photos..

ytd.. went out with EG.. it was great meeting up with the people we called family.. we still love to fellowship with each other so much.. and ytd.. xinyi joining EG for the first time then she was well-blend in le.. still can join them in suaning me.. -_-''' win le lor.. haha..

when i say i am very low profile in Jurong de lor.. no one believe me? so sad.. anyway, after that we went down to Timbre.. it was a great time of fellowship and gathering... just friends.. from everywhere... as least we know once we are all ushers... haha..

anyway, since last nite i was really thinking whether I should let go??? i have been holding on for so long... though i know i will not be able to see results??
Davis told me this: "Let go, let God. Sometimes God calls us in the most inconvenient time.."

guess... maybe i shall let it go...

today, i was really blessed by the message... It seems like going back to SOT for lessons and it is so much for us to learn and study the bible.. I really felt that wa.. i mean I just want to be in His presence more?

there are so much to think about... and another question for me to think... when should I quit?
my heart tells me before July 15
my brain tells me July 15
people tell me asap
God, what will you tell me??

i just woke up and i was too bored.. and after reading Fangming and Xiuli's blog.. i decided to give it a try too.. haha.. since nothing to do.

Name: Vanessa
Date: 6/3/2009
Colorgenics Number: 51437026

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You are longing for some love and affection at this time - not that you have been deprived of tender loving care - but there are times when everyone needs to try something new or to go 'somewhere' else to perhaps experience that little extra 'understanding'.

Of late, everything seems to be going so slowly - far slower than you anticipated - and this is causing you much anxiety and frustration. It would appear that there is little you can do about the series of events that now seem to be taking place. In spite of the fact that you feel like 'giving up' - don't. Take a deep breath and start over again and you will find that eventually the expression 'All's well that ends well' will have an extra special meaning for you.

Compromise is the name of the game at this time and it is the only way you can avoid being deprived of the love and affection you so rightly deserve -so soften up a little, be flexible.

You are trying to prove yourself - not only to yourself but also to everyone around you. There is much that you would like to say and do but the situation warrants self-restraint and that is the last thing that you have on your mind. It would seem that you have an unsatisfied need to ally yourself with others whose standards are as high as your own. You want to be different - to stand out from the crowd. This is subjecting you to considerable stress but you tend to stick to your attitudes despite lack of appreciation. Of course, you are finding the situation uncomfortable and would like nothing better but to break away from it but you don't like the idea of compromise. Your main problem is that you are unable to resolve the situation because you continually postpone making the necessary decisions. You feel that if you make the wrong choice this would lead to such opposition that you would not be able to command the esteem of others. It is essential that those around you are prepared to comply with your wishes.

You are greatly impressed by individuality and have interest in people who have outstanding qualities. You try to imitate those people that you admire and their characteristics, hoping that you will be able to display similar qualities in your own personality.

ytd as i was working so i cant go down to meet the CG at 9.30pm at level 4 for the Leader's meeting to end.. so i was telling myself.. if by the time i reach jurong and the leader meeting has ended, i shall not find my CGLs and CG le.. i will go home straight.. but then when i reach Jurong.. i called Kelvin.. then he was like Leader's meeting has not ended.. so went to church level 4 to find my CG..






W360 with Wuay Boon's car.




the surprise we did and we left it on the wind screen and went to hide..


while waiting for our CGLs at B2.. haha.. ushers support area.. and we decided to be ah lians and ah bengs. :P


cool rite? ha


we waited till dunno wat to do le... haha


target 1 appeared..


look at my leaders' face.. they are totally caught and totally surprise.. haha.. you know why?? the leaders' meeting ended like 11plus and we are still there.. haha.. and of course.. they also wondering how come we know the date?? haha..


Shannon is giving the wow!! this time i am really surprised by you guys.. haha.. cos there were a few times that we tried to surprise our leaders but then somehow i dunno how it happen.. they know it.. -_-''' so finally our CG has succeeded..


W360 with our CGLs.. this is not the whole CG.. there are still others not there..

then after tat.. Jasmine, Kelvin, Taige, See Kiang and myself went over to 2nd best to fellowship with my CGLs.. the rest left cos they need to work the next day and stuff cos very late le.. so we went to eat supper.. wa.. sinful lo.. but then lucky not everyday :P anyway, our CGLs blessed us the supper.. hee hee.. then after tat, went home.. bath and playing FB again while waiting for shelin to call me.. then went down to collect the office key from her.. cos she brought it home and we chat at my place downstairs till about 2plus lor.. haha.. then went home KO!!

Name: Vanessa Tan
Bdae: 16/03/1987
Status:Single
School: SIM - UOL
Course: Bsc In Business
Highest Education: Diploma in IT(Major: E-Biz)
My facebook:Facebook
E-mail & MSN: van.tan87@hotmail.com
Got Saved: 28 March 2005
Join Usher Ministry: 22 March 2006
Youtube link:my videos
21st Birthday celebration: 15th March 2008
Ngee Ann Poly Graduation Ceremony: 27th May 08
SOT Graduation 2008: 23th & 24th Aug 08

Bukit Batok Pri Sch(1994 - 1999)
1Q, 2Q, 3Q, 4Q, 5Truth, 6Hope

Jurong Secondary Sch(2000 - 2004)
1C, 2C, 3B, 4B, 5A

Ngee Ann Poly (2005 - 2008)
0508 (IT course)

Bible Training Center (April 2008 - August 2008) SOT Team 23

Usher Ministry
G4S5C - Welfare & Helper
G11S1D - Welfare & Helper
G11S1C - Team IC & Sect Welfare

Personal Achievement:
1 Star Kayakking (22nd Jun 2008)
SSC Napfa Tester(2005)

LAST UPDATED PROFILE:18th JULY 2009

Get into University start sch on Aug 3rd 09

Own Room

Honda Jazz

New Black Blazer claimed on 15th July 09

New Jacket claimed on 25th June 09

Hoodies

Omnia II

New Clothes

New Camera

shoes

Addias Cool Shirt

Go Genting went 14-19 June 09

Go Taiwan

Go South Korea

Crumpler Backpack claimed on 27th Aug 09

♥ Overseas TriPs ♥

Australia(Perth) - (relatives) Apr 2004

Japan(Tokyo) - (family) Dec 2005

NP BE Laos Team 2006 - 22 sept to 6 oct 2006

Thailand(Bangkok) - (family) Dec 2006

NP ICT China Trip 2007 - 6 Mar to 15 Mar 2007

Japan(Tokyo,Osaka,Kyoto) - 14 dec to 22 dec 2007

China(Beijing) - (family) 24 Apr to 29 Apr 2008

Malaysia(Sibu) - (SOT Mission) 11 Jul to 13 Jul 2008

♥ her loves

CHattiNg oN pHonE
Cycling
Daydreaming
Family
Friends
LiSteNiNg tO MuSiC
Watching Movies
Playing Sports
Travelling
SENTOSA
Shopping
K-boxing
Sleeping
SwimminG
Usher Ministry 4S5
Usher Ministry G1112
Orchard POpular Staff

♥ Movies Watched in Cinema

* Night in the Museum - 4th Jan 07
* Ghost Rider - 22th Feb 07
* Just Follow Law - 27th Feb 07
* Meet the Robinsons - 9th Apr 07
* SpiderMan 3 - 1st May 07
* Pirates of the Caribbean, At World's End - 24th May 07
* Shrek 3 - 6th Jun 07
* Fanastic 4 - 13th Jun 07
* Transformer - 30th Jun 07
* Harry Potter And The Order Of The Phoenix - 12th July 07
* The Simpsons Movie - 27th July 2007
* Rush Hour 3 - 12th Aug 2007
* Ratatouille - 1st Sept 2007
* 881 - 28th Sept 2007
* Balls of Fury - 03rd Oct 2007
* Unrest - 29th Oct 2007
* Enchanted - 24th Nov 2007
* Tattooist - 30th Nov 2007

* Kung Fu Dunk - 3rd Feb 2008
* CJ7 - 14th Feb 2008
* Ah Long Pte Ltd - 14 Feb 2008
* L change the world - 24 Feb 2008
* Meet the Spartans - 07 Mar 2008
* The Spiderwick - 14 Mar 2008
* The Orphanage - 21 Mar 2008
* The Forbidden Kingdom - 23 April 2008
* Superhero Movie - 30 April 2008
* Iron Man - 2nd May 2008
* The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian - 29th May 2008
* Sex and the City - 1st Jun 2008
* Kung Fu Panda - 13th Jun 2008
* Meet the Zohan - 27th Jun 2008
* Money No Enough 2 - 24th Aug 2008
* Wall-E - 29th Aug 2008
* Boys over Flowers - 19th Sept 2008
* Big Stan - 6th Oct 2008

* Red Cliff 2 - 12th Jan 2009
* Marley and Me - 06th Mar 2009
* Coming Soon - 12th Mar 2009
* Unborn - 27th Mar 2009
* Friday the 13th - 27th Apr 2009
* 17 Again - 30th Apr 2009
* Angels and Demons - 26 May 2009
* Terminator Salvation - 15 June 2009
* I Love You Man - 30 June 2009
* Where got Ghost - 16 Aug 2009

♥ shout-out

♥ WALAU SERIBU REBAH

我从来不曾 怀疑过
到底你有多么爱我
我生命里的每一分钟
都有你看顾着我
有的时候黑暗临到
有的时候巨浪狂风
我心依然满有平安
因为有你看顾我
我的主

不管前面道路有多困苦
耶稣你永远是我的帮助
只要有你在我生命中
永远看顾
我必能一路永跟随
我的主

♥♥ JW USHER MINISTRY G11 + G12 ♥♥

UM BLTC
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Wan Yun
Lay Hwa
Kenrus
Trinity
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En Yun
Dion
Rui Xiang
Xin Yi
Sharon
Li Zhi

♥♥ EG ♥♥

EG
Feng Ming
Jing Xuan
Rachel
Ray
Xin Yan
Natalie

♥♥ Family ♥♥

E-Lis

♥ ♥ ♥

~CHC~
WYZ Zone
SOT Team 23
Fang-Yi
lovely 4S5
Huiming Jie
Celeste
Pei Fen
Jean
*][Charmaine Thng ][
Jul
Michelle Leong
*][JayMe][
Charmaine
Eunice
*][Soo Eng][
Judy
NP POS
NP POS - Hui Xiang
*NP POS - Michelle
][AdRiAn][
W360 - ][HuI ZheN][
WYZ Zone - Terry

~Ngee Ann Poly~
hi5 - Hui Ying
hi5 - Celestine
T08 - JacQue|iNe
T08 - Shelin
Laos Team 2006 - ][ChEnG ChEnG][
Laos Team 2006 - ][Debbie][
*Laos Team 2006 - ][pEi XiN][
*Laos Team 2006 - ][Shirley][
*China Trip 2007 - ][Ada][
*China Trip 2007 - ][Cherie][
*China Trip 2007 - ][Han Xiang][

~TOO Popular~
Peggy
Fang Ming
Xiu Li
Nyssa
Yvonne

~Friends~
Area 17 CI - Jason
NDP 2003 - Xiao Yuan
Jurong Sec - ][KaReEn][
Jurong Sec - ][WeN][
Jurong Sec - ][Suliani][
Jurong Sec - ][Gayithri][
Jurong Sec - ][GraCe][
Jurong Sec - ][EuNicE][
Jurong Sec - TiVoNa
Jurong Sec - ][JoLeNe][
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Jurong Sec - ][JiA XiN][
Jurong Sec - ][Cynthia][

~WOrLd of stars~
Felicia Chin
*][Lao Zha Bo][
*][Director Jack Neo][

♥ MOTIVATION & REFLECTION

To succeed is to stay focus on 1 thing at a time.

Never run away from a problem. Face it or it will haunt you.

Every Morning, when I wake up, I treasure the innocence of being able to enjoy each day.

We can disagree with each other but we must never doubt each other.

I dont need people to decide for me, I will decide my own pathway.

~Teaching~
Proverbs 15:1
A soft answer turns away wrath, But a harsh word stirs up anger.

♥ Memories

• 2004 - 2006
• January 2007
• February 2007
• March 2007
• April 2007
• May 2007
• June 2007
• July 2007
• August 2007
• September 2007
• October 2007
• November 2007
• December 2007
• January 2008
• February 2008
• March 2008
• April 2008
• May 2008
• June 2008
• July 2008
• August 2008
• September 2008
• October 2008
• November 2008
• December 2008
• January 2009
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• March 2009
• April 2009
• May 2009
• June 2009
• July 2009
• August 2009
• September 2009
• October 2009

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