hmm.. actually today i managed to do those things that i am supposed to do.. but been delaying them.. haha.. woke up super early like 9plus.. cos of msges coming in.. hmm.. actually i am quite a light sleeper so even if i am going to put vibration.. i will still wake up and reply and back to sleep.. unless i am really KO.. then i will wake up read and back to sleep.. and reply when i am awake.. haha.. so the best part is.. i dun feel irritated by friends who actually prank calls on me in the middle of the night to go toilet?? -_-'' but pls dun do it la.. i need my sleep.. haha..

anyway, this morning.. i send my C905 to SEH(Sony Ericsson Hospital) cos it was been mute for the past 1 week?? haha.. i think need to see psychologist.. haha.. lame.. cos my speaker is spoilt.. then went back to MPC.. off 3 days.. went back.. seems to be like as though having small meeting and sannie was complaining tat if shelin and i going to leave MPC in july.. she cant imagine her aug.. haha.. but then we need to study?? so dunno leh.. haix.. i can say.. she is one of my kindest supervisor ever?? though my sat and sun can be burnt due to the roadshow and stuff.. then she was telling me that dwarf has been complaining to her that among the part-timers.. sannie has the 2 best part-timers of all.. -_-''' pls la.. not so kua zhang?? dunno la.. tml going to have new ear-piece coming in.. maybe should ask boy to come and see.. haha.. my god-brother cum cousin.. haha.. he is just like my little brother... but then i want to complain... my dad is NOT FAIR!!! i gt nothing for my birthday and boy gt a NEW DESK TOP for his birthday.. -_-

then after settling my stuff.. went to bugis to find rhys, andy and roting.. haha.. i think first time going out with roting lo.. then they were at the arcade.. so then went out to call fm.. cos i was bored?? haha.. so was chatting on the phone with her?? while they are like walking around the whole bugis street trying to find a ATM?? haha..

we watched Friday the 13th.. and since i was on the phone.. so i didnt know what is the show about except that it's M18.. and i am supposed to buy the ticket.. but after watching the show.. i think it should be rated R21 instead.. haha.. the killing is just like house of wax but then the sexual part.. hmm... and rhys is like under age?? ops.. am i at fault? cos i bought the ticket?
i guess the show is not really nice afterall? the killings are predictable?? and he dun appear suddenly? you know where he is?? so i guess i will only rate it 1.5 out of 5?


then after the movie.. rhys and andy were hungry again.. so went to nearby coffeeshop to eat then headed home..

oh ya.. i forgot to mention.. Song Wee msg us today!! haha.. finally?? that we are going to have our first Primary School gathering for 2009 on 8th May.. yippy.. i simply miss them.. haha.. ya.. i am still very close to my pri sch friends.. amazing rite?? it has been like 10 years since we graduated from pri school?? and some of them.. has been in the same class since pri 1 so i have knew them for like 15 years and we are still so close.. hee.. May our friendship stay as long as ever.. :) maybe our teacher will be surprise that we are still keeping so close contact.. and you may say that aiya.. not a big deal.. maybe just few of you.. but then.. haha.. each time we meet up.. wow!! we can form a class le.. haha.. at least 20 will turn up? :)

okie la.. shall sleep early today.. good nite..

~ Jesus, make me your servant, an usher who serves everyone whether in church or outside church.. not to choose who to serve but to accept everyone that comes by my life ~

today we went through the D.I.S.C test and i realised that i was a high I and high S.. haha..

High I:
- Influence others through talking and activity and tend to be emotional.
- Described as convincing, magnetic, political, enthusiastic, persuasive, warm, demonstrative, trusting and optimistic.

High S:
- want a steady pace, security and do not like sudden change.
- Calm, relaxed, patient, posssessive, predictable, deliberate, stable, consistent and tend to be unemotional and poker faced.

then today, we finally know who will be our mentor? and for group 11.. our mentor is going to be... *drum roll*.. YONG HUI!! haha.. wow!! expect the unexpected to come.. since he is going to be our mentor.. going to really take this opportunity to learn as much i can from him.. his details and knowledge on things can really blow you off.. haha.. but also means that i need to humble myself and let go of all the pride and ego and to be teachable..

today i receive a msg from you mei to ask if i really want to attend the class.. then i was like abit of want and dunno.. but then finally i made a decision to go for the classes.. i lose nothing but then i will be able to gain things that i cant gain outside and of course gaining more fellowship :)

as jeff was talking... it is wat i called Group 11 + 12.. the love of taking photos is out.. haha..
here there are... we are going to take more and more photos.. yippy!!





with wanyun..


the sisters in the toilet.. haha.. we are simply amazing.. we can just take photos anywhere :P

I have not slept yet at this time becos of certain reasons.. well.. wat is the reason?? nvm.. dun need to know.. dun need to ask.. take it as i am an owl ba.. :P

and since i cant get to sleep le.. since it' like 5:28am??
i decided to do a quiz on facebook...

What am I born to do??

THIS IS MY RESULT:

hmm.. today i took only training so after service thought of going for steamboat with ushers but then in the end.. decided to fellowship with my cg.. then supposed to go have dinner with them but then somehow split up leaving Raymond, Kelvin and me going to Best for ban mian and the rest went somewhere else.. i was like kind of disappointed cos such a rare chance that i can go out early and fellowship with cg but then in the end.. haix.. nvm.. had a good time with laughing with Raymond and Kelvin.. and of course went back to support my leader by buying 2 belts.. :P anyway, i cant blame my cg.. most of the time.. i was there with them too.. so maybe that why.. but it is okie la.. see when i can join them again?? 1 month later or 2 months later?? haha.. see how ba.. ;P

oh ya.. then there was a lucky draw.. if you spend $15 then you get 1 draw.. if you spend $30.. then you get 2 draws..so i have already spent $25.. so i went for the draw.. but yu zhen dun wan to let me draw.. ask me to spend another $5 then come back.. faint.. so in the end.. decided to buy some motivational cards from mikki.. then guess wat.. went for the draw.. then wat i spend at mikki's stall was then blessed back to me as vouchers?? haha.. power rite? :P

then i was enjoying myself with zone people la.. till Jermaine came to find me.. and ask if i wan to go jp to find layhwa.. then i was okie lor.. go lo.. so then stayed till about 8pm then went over to jp to find layhwa and lizhi..then edward and soo eng came back.. then say why i leave so early.. then i was like.. hmm.. i have already fellowship with the cg.. so time to fellowship with the ushers?? haha.. that is called balanced??

had a great laugh with jermaine, layhwa and lizhi at long john silver today?? but then dunno why 3 of us always say till i very scary like tat.. and always wan to argue with me -_-''' but also come to think of it.. when you feel down and tired.. there are always the few ushers that will appear in front of you somehow to brighten up the nite for you.. haha..

thanks to my little piggy.. my rebellious girl and li zhi.. really enjoyed fellowshipping with you..

special note to my rebellious girl:
honestly.. i feel tat hor.. you can really argue with me leh.. hahaha.. but then nevertheless.. try your best k? i know how you feel about the whole thing... feel awkward.. then tell me la.. haha.. fellowship with me.. next time bring you Jurong Bird Park.. haha :P

so GOD IS GOOD ALL THE TIME and ALL THE TIME GOD IS GOOD

this morning.. somehow i was super high?? that i actually created a msg to send to both ai ren and yvonne.. hahaha.. 24 smiles.. wan to know more?? haha.. maybe 1 day i send it to you :P

anyway, today nothing much to do.. so most of the time.. i was discussing with shelin on dept stuff and added in our salt and pepper?? haha..nothing much happen today???

then fm came down to find xl... but then she was LATE meeting her.. i think her dictionary really has this word.. and it must be printed in BOLD.. tat's why she is always late.. hahaha.. ops.. hopefully she doesnt see this?? but then again.. i doubt she ever reads my blog.. so nvm ba..

then when both shelin and i were serving this customer... then i decided to continue to wrap my cd.. till i thought i saw a customer that is walking to my direction and about to ask something.. then i realised it was my ai ren.. faint.. haha.. so in the end.. for the last 30 mins.. shelin, me and her stood at cd-rama talking?? haha.. no law le la.. :P

then after work.. went to borders with xl and fm? then was talking to fm.. abit of "heart to heart" talk?? while xl went to search for her books.. and i cant buy books anymore?? at least before i get my own room and own books shelves?? if not my books are lying everywhere??? then after tat, went to mac to eat supper?? hahaha.. then about 11pm.. we headed home?

actually after work supposed to go out with nikki de?? to go Happy Hour again?? but then hor.. ai ren is there and plus i think if i go agAIN... i am going to kind of pissed her off?? haha.. and i also promised her le?? so in the end.. didnt go with nikki lo.. went with fm and xl instead?? haha..

and now it's almost 2am and i already feeling that i am losing the battle to the zzz monster?? hahaha.. okok.. good nite.. tml morning shall wake up early to go and help in SOT.. felt guilty this morning.. actually can wake up de.. but then i decided to sleep on?? BOOOO..

there are 2 people have been commenting tat recently i am weird.. haha.. they know who they are la.. hmm.. actually i have been thinking too.. am i really weird?? or maybe i am really very tired le?? work and work and work... dunno la.. maybe i really need to day to let go of everything.. and the best place is in the water.. well.. thinking should i go swimming or kayakking on my own on thurs?? or should i go for air rifle.. wa.. later i shoot myself..haha.. okie.. not funny..

today i think before 5pm i was normal..this morning's briefing was crazy la.. John asked if I will be staying till July.. then I simply smile at him only.. saying nothing.. then he added on May is mystery shopper.. so sabo before you leave.. then i blur for a while.. so i ask if i am supposed to sabo before I leave pop?? haha.. after tat, everyone tell me tat their future are in my hands.. haha..

then i was bored and i found a MPC with popular logo on the the chop then i chopped it on my hand.. then i went around asking if popular can accept tatoo.. then they were like i dun think so.. then i showed them my hand.. with the chop.. all say crazy.. yong ni jie ignore me lor.. haix.. so sad.. bad bad director.. cant remb la.. but i know i did quite stupid things today and i was running around.. maybe tat's why my energy tank fall so fast.. but after 5pm.. i was on silent mode le.. haha.. anyway, i quite high today.. sannie was telling me tat during the meeting MPC was brought up to talk about.. cos the cds are all nicely arranged.. and guess wat?? my idea of making sample of ear sponge was an great idea to promote those ear sponge.. and it was shown to all the outlets... haha.. quite proud of it.. :)
then sannie was telling me that wendy actually commented tat wa.. so nice ar?? all so neatly arranged.. then sannie replied with of course la.. you must see who are my 2 staff leh.. faint.. haha.. ya happy.. at least we receive good feedbacks??

okie la.. go and watch tv le.. my energy tank was just filled up 2 people who in the end go and sleep first.. oh ya.. almost wanted to do something just now.. but then ya.. promised my ai ren tat will not touch le.. so in the end.. good gal.. came home straight after work.. haha ;)

went for the Basic Leaders Training Course just now.. though I do not need to go but then I decided to go and take a look in the end..Honestly, I was blown off by Jeff's msg...

firstly, whatever we do..
it always this way...

Thoughts -> Action -> Habits -> Character (Commitment) -> Passion (Lifestyle)

Jeff was sharing about putting Usher into my lifestyle how we serve people and I realised actually without realising.. that is what i am doing everyday?? While working, I am still serving people??
Sometimes I do wonder how on earth can I be so patient with irritating customers but then I realised that it wasnt from anywhere or anyone who taught me but during Usher Ministry that I learnt Customer Service, Patient and Putting it into my everyday life..

If you love something, you will just do it before complaining anything at all and you just loving doing it.. HOW??

When you join Usher Ministry.. we have been taught.. golden rule of USHERS is to "SMILE"..and constantly,we are thinking of how to improve ourselves as an usher..this is our THOUGHTS... as each time we serve and greet people.. this becomes our weekly ACTIONS.. as we are serving week and week out.. no matter where we are... it has turned into our HABITS.. then soon.. we will nuture it into our CHARACTER.. becos we are always meeting people and like for myself, in a part-time retail line... it has turned in my LIFESTYLE.. with PASSION..

When we serve others, we need to have JOY.. but with irritating people, sometimes we just simply cant keep our cool.. how to have JOY.. Jeff came out with this...

Jesus Others You

some might ask why?? this is what i interpreted in.. Jesus is son of God who simply serve others without complaining... he has never put himself high up but then He serve people like you and me.. so if Jesus can do it.. we should be able to do it too?? as long we let go our pride and ego?? :)
2. If we can put others first before us... this is all serving is all about... not on ourselves but others first..
3. after serving others, and you realised that maybe a few has appreciated your service... then you are happy with yourself which all in all added up = JOY!!

Just now... I just simply wept not becos I am sad.. but then I just felt Joy of why I am being placed in the Ministry... sometimes I do feel tired and asked.. why am I serving week in, week out.. I am tired too.. i wan a break too.. but then each time when I am tired... Jing Jing's words will just appear in my mind..

"this ministry is really the ministry that makes the most friends but not just friends but family.. it's people that when you are tired at the end of the day but you are encourage to do more becos of the people surrounding you. Usher Ministry is a ministry for work and work is always there but it's who you do the work with can really makes the difference and all your friends that really made the difference."

the song we called it our own.. belongs to Group 4..




sometimes, I do miss serving in expo... serving with EG whom i called my family.. the days and time that we spent together is too much... we just encourages one another to keep going... but since i am here in JW.. then it is a CHOICE that I have to make to change to form and help my SL to build a section that one day, we can call ourselves not simply just friends but FAMILY that loves each other's company... and serving will become what we loves to do...

anyway, took some photos with my cellgroup.... some quite stupid i think.. haha..


ricky, giselle, me, jas and jane..


W360..




me, felicia and jasmine... at church level 4..


very random... haha..


hmm.. actually i not sure what we are trying to do too?? haha.. artistic photo?? :P


the guys trying to form how monkey turn into a real man... faint.. but quite funny leh. haha

woke up with a super heavy head this morning.. then decided to sms shelin tat i cant report for work then went back to sleep le.. haha.. cos i cant even drag myself up?? haix.. then tried calling 01 but she didnt pick up.. then went back to sleep.. but then i realised wa.. it's 11 not am.. but PM le.. -_-'''

hmm.. let's talk about wat's Pin De and You Mei's crazy plan for me for my duty for service??

You Mei's plan.. me to be Hotel 3.. at the same time take traffic while Lay Hwa understudy for traffic.. and i am supposed to teach her how to use the net and set and be ready to pour offering and do Oscar??

Pin De's plan.. me to be traffic alpha.. then teach Lay Hwa till service starts then go and be stage usher then go up and pour offering and then do Oscar??

in the end.. guess Pin De's plan more logical?? haha.. cos i doubt i can be like Hotel 3 send and Traffic send.. and wat? Hotel 3 to Traffic.. then i send myself?? faint..hahaha.. so ended up using Pin De's plan for me.. hahaha..

oh ya.. my dad is back?? yippy.. but then only for a few days?? :(

hmmm... had a time to fellowship with Ming Lee and You Mei.. my rebellious girl and my piggy?? haha.. (rebellious girl and piggy - they proclaim themselves??) but then when i get suaned.. 4 vs 1.. not fair.. hmm.. some people tell me "yes" some people tell me "no" but if you ask me.. i dunno? maybe it is just false alarm?? till the day that the truth is out.. then maybe i will have an answer??

i remember hearing on the radio 933FM..
"不管你的是跑车还是普通车，只要是塞车，你就是不会动的车"
find it quite interesting?? haha.. so decided to put as my msn nick?? :P

okie la.. guess need to sleep soon?? if not later tml cant wake up for work?? :(

wa.. now is like in the morning.. and i just woke up with a super heavy head la.. -_-'''

past few days nothing much happened?? except work and work and work??? haha.. soon becoming workaholic le?? actually not really la.. but then morning will be working.. then by the time i reach home.. i will be rushing the attendance for Dorcas for SOT.. so in the end.. really no time to blog lo.. hahaha..

Orchard MRT gathering?? haha.. Joey, Nikki, Vincent and ME!!

ytd Vincent suddenly ask if i wan to East Coast Park to walk after work.. then i was like huh? for what?? pls.. not alone.. so dun let your mind go wild.. haha.. there are still other colleagues.. then after tat, i ask Vincent to call Joey in SK.. cos very long didnt meet her le.. and we are used to be from Orchard MRT Popular ma... so then we called Joey if after work.. wan to go out?? then surprisely she agreed immediately.. and i was surprise cos normally she will say she wan to go home de?? then since say go out le.. i cant go back on my words.. cos Joey very upset about her Operation Manager?? so went to Nikki's friend's pub lor.. wa.. and happened that her friends were there.. and they are power lor.. they ordered 1 tower and 2 martel.. the moment we reached.. they start to pour for us?? then Nikki got it first.. then Nikki sabo me la.. she was like telling her friend.. didnt intro ar?? then her friend.. took a glass martel + beer on the rock.. then say.. drink... must finish.. faint la.. then her friends kept making me drink.. till i was like wa!! going to get high anytime... haha.. but then i was super alert?? so not tat bad?? then after tat, stupid Vincent make me play dice with him.. then i kept losing lor.. and the punishment is drink again??? wa.. by then, Nikki stopped le.. cos she cannt take it le.. haha.. then i also start to get high le.. so i changed the game from playing dice to guessing game?? then in the end... Vincent lose till quite jialiat... so after tat he also i think abit gone le?? hahaha.. then about 1.30am.. i say i need to leave le la.. cos today have to wake up very early cos need to go down for the stupid HQ meeting?? super sian when today is my official off day?? :( then vincent left with me..

actually i was thinking wat has got over me that i went drinking ytd?? hahaha.. ai ren questioned me?? and in fact i dunno?? hahah.. ops.. ok la.. hmm.. dun get stumble that I actually do drink la.. but then i know my limits... so dun worry.. but honestly.. i have not been drinking since Feb 12.. and now again?? wa.. normally i dun wake up with a headache but today i actually do?? haha.. guess too long didnt drink le?? but then i really had fun last nite.. cos it has been since quite long that i actually played till so wild?? haha.. BUT THEN, I STILL VERY INNOCENT DE LOR .. haha..

oh ya.. Joey was telling me Esther was super high cos i think she cant do paper work or something la.. then for dinner.. she wan to eat KFC... haha.. so i actually sms her.. "Beautiful Manager, you went to eat KFC then you didnt ask me to join you?" haha.. it was meant to play with her de?? guess wat? she replied me... "ok la, next time i will ask you along".. hahha.. Esther was my ex-manager when I was in Orchard Manager.. she is super nice, good?? so far, after seeing so many managers, i still think she is the best lor.. hahaha.. that i will do as long as she wan me to do.. cos AT LEAST she SET EXAMPLE for me to see.. unlike..........

okie la.. need to go and prepare myself and go down to MPC le.. :)

this Easter is super amazing.. today i did Traffic and i think not really very challenging position but then like what Yong Hui Daddy say today.. we should always think how we can improve the service and not be comfortable and take it as just normal duty..

did i actually mention that i lost one of my phone?? then i was like whole day complaining to ai ren.. haha.. and of course to kenrus, dion.. etc... cos as long as i am not doing anything.. i start to think about the phone.. and guess wat? i was like super silly.. knowing that the phone is not at home... i went around the house searching every possible corner??

this morning.. i was like.. haix.. almost 2 days le.. and i doubt the phone can be found back.. but still i decided to leave my phone to Jesus.. and i make a deal with Him, my abba Father.. and stop thinking about it.. and like wat Zac say.. serve wholeheartly.. so i decided to really serve the service.. and just now the taxi driver actually called me and told me he picked up my phone and ask me to go and collect it.. i was like wOW!! i prayed this morning and told God that I will pray till it happen.. then in the end.. i got my phone back.. hahaha..

then they say it is like Jesus rose again on the 3rd day.. haha.. cos i actually lost my phone on thurs.. and i actually lost hope le?? i mean after 2 days that i cannot find the phone.. after calling the phone for 2 days still no reply or anything.. then on the 3rd day.. which is today.. my phone appeared when the taxi uncle found my phone... and guess wat?? the best part was that my phone was flat and the uncle actually had a sony erission charger and he charged the phone for me!! hahaha.. Praise the Lord!!

okie.. finally i can have a good sleep tonite le.. :) need to sleep le.. tml morning need to work..

oh ya.. ai ren say she going to learn how to cook and cook for me to eat!! hahaha.. we shall see wat she can cook next time?? hahaha..

today is Easter.. today i was serving as Alpha IC for Usher Ministry.. guess it was the few times that i was not on net.. and guess wat?? dunno why.. i dun seems to be as stress as i am on the net.. and i was happily serving.. haha.. and i hit my goal today... all 3 zones are filled without any loopholes at the end of 1st praise.. haha.. yeah! but then dunno why my rebellious girl so stressed lor.. haha.. i also not stress.. she seems super stress?? ops.. but then okie la.. guess need to think her how to be alpha IC without stressing herself too much??? if not i have zone ushers for wat?? haha.. :P i think the drama was really great... i was moved by the drama team too.. each year, they never fail to surprise us with new thoughts and new ideas..

after service... dwell as logistics area.. waiting for logistics to clear up their things to go for foood... we are hungry.. but then thanks for lizhi and my rebellious girl's cheese cake.. since we are hungry.. we ate them.. haha.. they were great.. then after tat, we went to best coffee shop to eat.. cos there were too many of us.. we split tables of Grp 16 1 table and Grp 11 + 12 one table.. and our table we had Liang Kai, Karen, Kenrus, Wan Xiu, Michelle Leong, Xin Yi, Sharon, Pin De, Alan and me... at first we are just talking and crapping around.. then came to all the funny jokes of end time and when we die... how we fly up and xinyi is scared of height.. how she wil fly down and how Jesus will come back on clouds?? then the way we describe it seems to be more like sun wu kong lo..hahaha.. then there were many leaders wearing green today.. then Wan Xiu commented that reason being cos "everyone served service 1 and 2.. running here and there.. all serve till Mian Che Che" -> Face turned Green in Hokkien.. haha..

then after tat receive msg from layhwa whether if i am still at best.. then whether do i wan to go JP to find her and lizhi.. then i was thinking whether to go anot... or stay to fellowship.. then happen that Kenrus and Pin De wan to go off too.. so we left together... then went JP to find them.. oh man.. i felt so guilty today la.. it was like li zhi was sick and i thought she was like playing with me??? then she was having fever and still serve?? i felt bad.. so i went to buy Honey Lemon for me.. then shui bian buy it for Layhwa too.. cos all looked so tired...

thinking whether tml i should go and find my kinder surprise anot??? or should i sleep longer?? hahaha.. got scolded crazy by ai ren.. haha.. cos i seems to love to wake up early but sleeping very late at nite?? hmm.. not really la.. i can sleep as and when i wan to sleep?? haha..

oh ya.. Ivory asked me to take a quiz on facebook "Which Zodiac sign will I be more compatiable with?" and I did it.. this is the result:

You are most compatible with SAGITTARIUS! I'm sure most of your friends are Sagittarians! Together you're going to rock! Sagittarians have a positive outlook on life, are full of enterprise, energy, versatility, adventurousness and eagerness to extend experience beyond the physically familiar. They enjoy travelling and exploration, the more so because their minds are constantly open to new dimensions of thought. They are basically ambitious and optimistic, and continue to be so even when their hopes are dashed. They are honorable, honest, trustworthy, truthful, generous and sincere, with a passion for justice. Sagittarians know how to be outspoken and exactly what expressions will hurt their adversaries most. They are strong-willed and good at organizing, a combination that gives them the ability to bring any project they undertake to a successful conclusion.

okie la.. tat's all for today!! need to go and sleep le.. cos both my ai ren and rebellious girl have asked me to sleep early.. and since i replied with OK.. i shall do it..

welll... guess not many people understand my title ba.. hahaha.. it's hidden message ;p

sometimes, i simply cant figure out what is wrong with me?? 1 period i can be so noisy.. and the next period.. i will be so quiet that no one know that i was there... till they saw me?? haha.. i dunno if i am really getting tired of the nonsense happening... or wat? but i guess i am seriously thinking of packing my locker...

today, not only i am alone at cd-rama, i have to cover customer service... and help in cashiering when one goes for break and cover rhys for multi when he goes for break.. this is going to drive me nuts soon.. somehow i am getting quieter and quieter during work... even if 06 is working.. i dun seems to be as high as before... haha.. today had lunch break with 06.. and dinner break with yvonne.. haha.. so power.. 2 in 1 day..

i was like super sian at work.. then suddenly i was like how come my phone will ring at this hour.. and which stupid person will call me at this hour?? haha.. ops.. hopefully she dont see it.. then i hid back to my cd-rama receiving corner and realised that it was my ai ren... ops.. i feel so dead.. but then didnt tell her wat i thought.. and i actually happily rebelliously picked up the phone and talked till i reach office? hahaha.. anyway, going to be my lunch break le.. so dun care la.. she called to tell me she really saw 7 vans.. but cannot find where is the chicken feet.. haha.. well!! hee.. she was telling me.. can feel she really enjoyed.. and i miss that place.. a place that i called it my second home...

supposed to go kayakking with my kakis on the 11 but then i cant make it.. arrgg.. if not i will be able to enjoy!! my sea which is in ubin!! no matter wat, i want to return back this year.. whether for NPCC or not.. need to visit my second home.. hahaha. :)

okie la.. gtg le.. though it is a off day for me.. but then still.. i have to wake up early to morning call my ai ren.. good nite..

replies to tag:

van - lizhi: wa.. i didnt know that i look so AP de..haha.. but then after knowing me.. impression change le rite??hahah

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today seems to be a better day for me?? guess everyone will tink that i am anormal if i am very quiet.. haha.. okie.. fine.. i admit it.. emotionally, i am somehow not okie? but then with all the ga dai-ing.. i think they simply to manage to make me talk? haha.. can you imagine that i actually ignore my ai ren last nite when she tried talking to me?? haha.. ops.. eventually, i gave in and talk..

nothing much happened today except Jason came down today?? haix.. super sian la.. the whole time was so weird with him around.. especially he was saying 01 and 02.. and wat's more.. it is at counter 2.. and the only cashier was like nyssa and xiuli.. and i cant expect to go out rite? so i stayed in the counter to help lo and to do customer service while geok suan went for dinner break.. the feeling is super weird?? but then anyway, okie la.. guess, i just do wat i am supposed to do and do wat i need to do.. shouldnt be a problem.. :) so overall, quite pleased with my performance especially i am not rebellious today?? hahaha..

after work.. fm and andy came down to find us... then xiuli, yuqing, andy, rhys, fm and i went to mac for ice-cream... haha.. yeah!! i won a ice-cream today becos of a deal that i set with fm..but then lucky we didnt have a deal today.. haha.. but not much la.. cos both of us lost today no matter wat?? anyway, we had a great laugh over andy going to sell chicken rice and have to cham ka cham qiu.. then laughing over yq calling xiuli lao po.. haha.. guess after a tired day with irritating and unreasonable customers.. it is all these sessions that kept us going day after day??
anyway, this morning ai ren actually argued with her father over some matters and i know her concerns.. for me?? guess after sec school, i have learnt how to make my own decision of what is my next step especially when i hardly see my dad?? 1 year 365 days... i dun even know if i actually see him 100 days?? and wat's more.. we are communicating through emails?? hahaha.. weird?? father and daughter?? guess... maybe becos of this, fm is guilty becos instead of appreciating her father, she exploded?? but then i do flare at my dad too when he is back.. haha. ops.. but trying not to.. trying to be guai.. :)

Email from my dad:

guess becos of how i was brought up ba.. it has forced me to be really independent on my own... haha.. sometimes, when i am serving customers, they are with their father, shopping... there seems to be a feeling of envy-ness??

okie la.. shall not think too much.. tml will be a better day? anyway, need to sleep le.. cos promised fm that i will sleep early.. and Dion that once i finish blogging.. i will sleep?? so shall keep my words then.. hahaha

anyway, recently having been hearing this song till i start to fall in love with the song:

許茹芸 + 阿穆隆- (男人.女人)

爱爱爱爱了几回
也明白其中滋味
付出的从来不会等于收回
我却还在等待着谁能出现

伤伤伤伤了几回
也曾经为爱憔悴
爱情里好人总比坏人狼狈
我却还是学不会狠心对谁

男人男人多希望你是好人
多希望用你的真让我不必再心疼
女人女人我答应做个好人
我答应用我一生来换你的快乐一生

男人男人多希望你是好人
多希望用你的真让我不必再心疼
女人女人我答应做个好人
不会再让我(你)心疼一等再等
你就是我等的那个人

男人男人
女人女人
多么希望你是对的人

today, finally last day of morning prayer meeting.. everyday is a challenge for me to wake up but then it simply felt so great in the morning after praying... seems so refreshing.. but then if i have nothing to do.. then i will feel tired le.. hahaha.. weirdo..

then today... nothing much at work... irritating and stupid customer is just too normal for us.. nothing very special?? haha.. recently, i guess have been eating the same shift as Yvonne then we shared alot of things... hahaha.. hmm.. will someone be jealous?? hahaha.. but dun think she reads my blog.. so nvm.. haha.. but anyway, i felt that my creativity is getting better each day.. i can think of all kinds of stupid lame sms and emails.. what i really have in my mind??? haha..

today, didnt go for SOT cos need to work :(

oh ya.. i found this online which i find it quite interesting.. and today we were talking about it..

说了又不听，
听了又不懂，
懂了又不做，
做了又做错，
错了又不认，
认了又不改，
改了又不服，
不服也不说.
该怎么办

actually, dunno why.. i wonder what is others first impression of me? haha.. interested to tell me??

today... i woke up like 6am?? after layhwa called me at 5.38am.. i went back to sleep... hahaha. .then went down for Prayer Meeting... wow!! everyday seems to be such a great day going for PMs.. it seems like i am a battery and i am feeling weak and PM is like the charger.. it actually recharge my battery... hahahaha :P

then went to 2nd best after everything.. with layhwa, you mei, aaron, pin de, jia sheng, someone else.. cant remember who.. haha.. anyway, i didnt know i actually owned a piggy cos someone actually sms me to say she is my piggy.. haha.. but then super cute la she.. sleep till she dropped her hp on the floor.. and guess wat? her battery came off so she was uncontactable.. wa.. so power la.. hahaha... then after tat, went back to church with Pin De and Lay Hwa then went back to stone and to chit chat.. till about 11plus then they left then i proceed to artist room.. where my work began.. i am so amazed with myself... hahaha.. my access is getting better each day.. i actually just use 10 mins to solve a problem in the attendance program.. haha :p

then actually i was praying about whether is SOT really the place for me to rise up?? And if yes, i need a signal... cos ytd Dorcus actually asked if i wan to be part of the team and be like taking care of IT.. hahaha.. then today sister Cindy talked to me.. and next week or the following week will be meeting pst Bobby..

today i was at artist room the whole time.. had lots of fun, laughter with Dorcus and Amber... we were laughing non-stop till end up not doing our work.. but chatting.. hahaha.. but i had lots of fun though i realised that my work on the table is getting piled up.. haha..

okie la.. i need to go and sleep le.. cos i promised my rebellious girl - Jasmine Toh Layhwa that i will sleep once i finish blogging.. goodnite..

this morning.. went for prayer meeting.. then went to work was a great struggle.. just dun feel like going to work.. cos i was super tired la.. but then nevertheless.. i still went.. then met some stupid and irritating customers.. who simply cannot take NO for an answer that we are out of stock for that item... we are a store.. not your doramon store.. you wan it.. you can get it anytime.. if we are doramon store.. then why does the person who writes dictionary invented the phrase call "out of stock"?

but then i was once again rebellious today.. not really but then i complaint to my ai ren about the idiotic customers la.. haha.. then after a while.. i am okie le.. :P but shelin was still super angry and irritated by them la.. today at counter 2... wa.. i was pissed off lor.. i belong to CD-Rama.. not everything.. take cashier.. multi.. customer service.. CD-Rama... you think i wat? 1 person 4 dept ar?? siao de lor.. all thanks to 02.. only know how to sack people... then get people get so slow... no wonder my colleagues all the mood all super bad as the days pass..

since today is april fool's day.. the whole day i was thinking how to disturb my ai ren.. and guess wat? i thought of it.. then yvonne was like.. huh?? later she angry how?? haha.. hmm.. then i didnt really bother le.. april fool leh.. great opportunity to disturb her..

sms...
Me: hmmm.. wat if i tell you that today is my last day in popular and i will be leaving singapore tonight and not coming back le.
Fangming: are you kidding?
Me: do i look like i am kidding? i didnt tell you cos i dunno how to break the news to you..
*phone immediately rang*
she kept asking me why why why why i only tell her now?? she should know earlier.. then kept asking me when i leaving.. time of flight.. going Perth izzit?? hahah.. then i really felt bad bullying her.. then i ended the whole thing with "HAPPY APRIL FOOL!!"
she shocked.. haha.. -_-'''
then in the end.. got said by her.. cos i disturb her ma.. she say i scare her.. hahaha.. ops.. you listen to her on the phone.. really feel like laughing la.. hahahaha.. ops..

to fangming: thought i promised you le.. if i ever decide to leave... you will be the first to know?? and cant leave le?? cos i promise you over the phone just now le? hahaha

i was super tired la.. after work... hmm.. okie la.. gtg le.. cos i promised: -
1) my ai ren i will sleep at 1am.. and now like 1.13am le.. so i kinda of broke the rule le.
2) yvonne that i will sleep before 2am today... looks like i am going to keep this agreement.. hee hee.

oh ya.. we celebrated Yvonne's birthday in popular today.. and these are the photos.. :P


Yvonne's cake


she and her cake


making a wish.. make a wish.. make a wish.. haha


blowwing the candles


cutting the cake

Name: Vanessa Tan
Bdae: 16/03/1987
Status:Single
School: SIM - UOL
Course: Bsc In Business
Highest Education: Diploma in IT(Major: E-Biz)
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E-mail & MSN: van.tan87@hotmail.com
Got Saved: 28 March 2005
Join Usher Ministry: 22 March 2006
Youtube link:my videos
21st Birthday celebration: 15th March 2008
Ngee Ann Poly Graduation Ceremony: 27th May 08
SOT Graduation 2008: 23th & 24th Aug 08

Bukit Batok Pri Sch(1994 - 1999)
1Q, 2Q, 3Q, 4Q, 5Truth, 6Hope

Jurong Secondary Sch(2000 - 2004)
1C, 2C, 3B, 4B, 5A

Ngee Ann Poly (2005 - 2008)
0508 (IT course)

Bible Training Center (April 2008 - August 2008) SOT Team 23

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* The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian - 29th May 2008
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* Kung Fu Panda - 13th Jun 2008
* Meet the Zohan - 27th Jun 2008
* Money No Enough 2 - 24th Aug 2008
* Wall-E - 29th Aug 2008
* Boys over Flowers - 19th Sept 2008
* Big Stan - 6th Oct 2008

* Red Cliff 2 - 12th Jan 2009
* Marley and Me - 06th Mar 2009
* Coming Soon - 12th Mar 2009
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* Friday the 13th - 27th Apr 2009
* 17 Again - 30th Apr 2009
* Angels and Demons - 26 May 2009
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* Where got Ghost - 16 Aug 2009

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我从来不曾 怀疑过
到底你有多么爱我
我生命里的每一分钟
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有的时候黑暗临到
有的时候巨浪狂风
我心依然满有平安
因为有你看顾我
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不管前面道路有多困苦
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To succeed is to stay focus on 1 thing at a time.

Never run away from a problem. Face it or it will haunt you.

Every Morning, when I wake up, I treasure the innocence of being able to enjoy each day.

We can disagree with each other but we must never doubt each other.

I dont need people to decide for me, I will decide my own pathway.

~Teaching~
Proverbs 15:1
A soft answer turns away wrath, But a harsh word stirs up anger.

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