![]() Thursday, May 03, 2007 ♥
mocha... white coffee... cupacino... different type of coffee... many cups a day... losing count on the cups... just to keep my mind awake... just to keep my eyes on the codings... my classmate and i are getting tired... we are starting to lose our directions... we are starting to lose our focus... we spend most of our time in the office... we spend most of the time on books... arguing over the designs... arguing over the codings... lunching in... looking at coding even during lunch breaks... reach office when it is bright... leave office when it is dark... just as wanted to give up... head back to sch... friends came... classmates came... giving us encouragements... we held on... times when we saw friends working till wee hours... skipping their meals... losing their sleeps... tearing... feeling hopeless... rushing their reports... working OTs... had our ICT attitude "CAN DO IT!"... we know we are not going through this period alone... 1 month had passed so fast... we are still at our design phrase... are we able to clear this sem... can we score in this sem... all of us are having the same question... guys... 3 more months and we are through with it... let jia you!! dun give up... though we might be in different parts of Singapore... arrgg... losing patience with myself... simple codings... took so long... had to give up so many things... each time, cadets come and talk to me... hoping that i will go back for training... time after time, i had to reject them... letting them lose hope... who understand the kind of feelings... who could ever have the heart to tell them tat i am gradutating from npcc this year?? cca... problem after problem... finish work still have to rush down... i need committed members & committees... how busy i am? how tired i am? how much committments i have? saying "no"... can i? i am also human... am i in control? i have my limitation... arrgg... i am losing myself... i am lacking of sleep... i am lacking of time... i am losing the grip... haix... everything is just part & parcel of my attachment life... no choice... i simply just have to go through it... Attachment... allows me to see the working world of IT... to gain experience... to see different types of people... to know how hard is it to earn money... so i just have to keep on walking... ★ Van Van ★ @ 8:46 AM ♥ the girl next door Name: Vanessa Tan Bdae: 16/03/1987 Status:Single School: SIM - UOL Course: Bsc In Business Highest Education: Diploma in IT(Major: E-Biz) My facebook:Facebook E-mail & MSN: van.tan87@hotmail.com Got Saved: 28 March 2005 Join Usher Ministry: 22 March 2006 Youtube link:my videos 21st Birthday celebration: 15th March 2008 Ngee Ann Poly Graduation Ceremony: 27th May 08 SOT Graduation 2008: 23th & 24th Aug 08
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* Kung Fu Dunk - 3rd Feb 2008
* Red Cliff 2 - 12th Jan 2009
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