![]() Monday, December 31, 2007 ♥
i was serving as stage usher ytd.. hmm.. i think it is a new experience... nothing much to do... except to fill up the bottles with water and do some cleaning.. then we help out in the zone... then at first abit scare de... cos need to take the bucket to go up the stage and give pastor and the musician side to put their offerings but then it was pastor zhuang... haha.. so all the fears went away, my own zone pastor ma.. haha.. then after service, went to B2 to celebrate the section's birthday.. i was the birthday coordinator but then pei fen did all the talking.. then after everything... pei fen ask me where is my garang-ness.. haha.. i think i accidentally left it at expo.. forgot to bring back.. haha.. then 80 called for a meeting.. so all went for meeting lor.. but before tat, i was sitting beside Qing Ni then Pin De walked past.. she wanted to call him but when shouted for him... he didnt hear so i shouted for Pin De then he came.. then Qing Ni turned and ask who shouted.. i say i lor.. then she say.. you girl leh.. how can be so loud? then i say learn from my SL de.. huiming jie.. haha.. then she say cannot, girl must like me feminine de.. haha.. then after tat she say.. aiya, i act only la.. all the SL all super garang de lor.. haha.. then hor.. Ivory was laughing all the way la.. 80 say something tat super interesting... cant say details of the meeting.. but there is one part he say this... sound ministry definition is take care of sound music ministry definition is take care of music children church ministry definition is take care of children BUT... usher ministry definition?? no definition... we are supposed to take care of every single member.. haha.. we are supposed to take care of everything tat does not fall in the category of other ministry.. haha.. WA!!! then after 80 meeting, we have a short group meeting.. then i went home to change and go back to church to find the rest.. cos Sijia drove her lorry.. then Preceillia, wanyun and me was sitting behind.. halfway, it started to rain.. haha.. then the 3 of us were drenched la.. haha.. tat time was super funny.. then they passed us umbrella but then no use.. cos the umbrella actually turned the other way.. super funny jiu shi le.. then sijia stopped at her place then we took cab down lor.. then we reached the bbq pit to see all drenched too.. then we were very hungry... asked them for food.. then they say the rest are at the escape theme park outside.. then asked us to bring some food to them... then as we walked, we were eating, by the time we reached the rest, we almost all the food le.. haha.. ops.. then i saw Charmaine, the moment she saw me, she started to chase me.. haha.. then of course i ran la.. then Jayme joined in the chasing, in the end.. i was caught still... I miss them... 4S5... then we went back to the bbq pit when the rain stopped.. then we started to eat and play.. and hor.. the 3 lazy pig... make me peel chicken for them to eat and feed them somemore.. super power rite? had lots of fun with them but then lor... this year de group 4 outing.. 4S5 was super quiet... unlike last year... 4S5 was the noisest and everyone was super high and excited... then 4S2 actually wrote a song for suzhen jie la.. haha..must be ray's idea.. but then hor.. after listening to their song, hmm.. sorry la.. i still think tat my song is better.. haha.. in terms of the lyrics.. haha.. but then ytd, i wasnt really in a mood la... maybe too heart-broken le ba.. to see the 4S5 like tat.. plus maybe too tired? afterall, i really miss them... me and Terecia... love her too.. me and charmaine... love her lots.. me and eunice... my home... 4S5.. my new family.. JW.. hmm.. in 2008... i know i belong to G11S1 le.. but then 4S5 will always stay in my heart.. as for my new family... think i really need to bring back my garang-ness and bond them up ba.. haha.. anyway, next week de duty.. i suggested to have the section wearing the same colour.. haha.. waiting for the TL's reply.. cool.. :P okie la.. going out soon... Have a great day to everyone.. :P ★ Van Van ★ @ 10:57 AM Friday, December 28, 2007 ♥
today, actually dun need to work de.. but then becos John say nt enough people so ask me if i wan to work today.. then i say okie lor still i dun have anything on ma.. then John ask me to go english department to help out... then hor only gt the part-timer cos wanling on MC.. but then i dun feel like going leh.. but anyway, i still went la.. then i asked xy whether gt anything to do anot? then she say nth just pack the books lor.. then i was like huh? dun ever remember that english gt nothing to do de lor.. so whole morning... i was like walking around and round popular lor.. then stay inside receiving room to chat... then after tat went for lunch with wooi yee, yin peng jie jie and yew kuan jie jie lor.. went to eat yong tao fu with prawn soup... wa.. super long didnt eat already la.. then after tat, went back to work.. i went to stationary to help to do return stock with the approval of John la.. then after tat, when she go and eat, then i will go back to english.. since there is nothing to do.. then yin peng let me be the cashier.. haha.. then after tat, i help her to do packer.. while sitting there... i was really missing working with hi5.. miss the noises that the 5 of us always make in popular... if not for jiejie, kor kor they all... i think i would have left popular with the 4 of them le.. haha.. i think those times were the best time while working in OR popular... remember the times when we hear "ENGLISH" or "ting ting ting" or "MULTI", the 5 of us should run de lor.. now all of them actually walk de lor.. then used to be like i dun mind helping out in english.. but then huiying no longer there which makes me no motivation... haha.. ops.. sorry.. then after when customer wanted a book... my mind was about to shout for huiying.. imagine huiying say "a.. i think i saw this book before.. must be return le".. haha.. then like tat means dun need to find le. haha.. but then now.. everything i also check system de.. haha.. then didnt really stay at english for long cos stationary dept alot of things to do.. so i went back to help in doing return lor.. haha.. then hor... suddenly OR pop will talk about hy they all de.. then wanling ask if we are friends before we came to work.. then i was like huh? so long le lor.. and we have been saying dunno how many times that we know each other at popular but then they still think tat we are friends... haha.. guess no one will expect ba.. within 1 month of working... the 5 of us somehow gt very close.. how i wish we can go back to that time, enjoy working together and have fun together.. and always hoping to have the same lunch break timing.. haha.. but nvm la.. haha.. we are still always hanging out together... :P anyway, kor kor gave her daughter a english name lor.. call Nikki.. haha.. so initials will be NSYF.. haha.. celestine power rite?? haha.. actually wanted to put hy's de nu er de name down.. but then i scare later her blog post become more colourful than mine then i die le.. haha.. but then their name also quite nice de lor.. then hor.. become of the 4 of them.. i always kena bully in popular la.. haha.. but then nvm la... i think all of us enjoyed and really miss the time working together ba.. okie la.. very tired le.. maybe becos of the medicine.. haha.. good nite.. ★ Van Van ★ @ 11:11 PM Thursday, December 27, 2007 ♥
finally i have a little time to blog.. haha.. cos i was having fever these few days so dun have the time to blog at all and when i have the time, i dun feel like moving.. haha.. very jialiat rite? anyway, i enjoyed this christmas alot.. haha.. received lots of gifts... thank you to all.. hee hee.. and Charmaine Chng actually came for service.. haha.. so accompany her go and find nat, rach and da jie... all so happy to see her la.. :P then hor.. then rach was alone doing conference room 1 so charmaine and i ran to go and help her la.. then after tat, i decided to stay abit longer to help her since she is alone until all the people has gone to to the main hall for the service then i leave cos need to go and meet hi5 le.. going back to expo for service, gt a sense of feeling home.. haha.. not that JW is not my home... but expo is where 4S5 is... haha.. i really miss 4S5... everyone of them... and of course my da jie la... but anyway, during the morning briefing... michelle and i disturb ray la.. cos he say where are all the ushers? then both of us say here lor.. JW all reached le.. haha.. ops.. though it is only a joke but then i think i still meet them alot la.. then went to meet hi5, went to watch Alvin and the Chipmunks... super funny la.. and super cute lor.. so kawaii.. haha.. then we went to the music shop and listen to the cd la.. hee hee... and you know wat... yesterday, popular also playing the cd then in the end... as i was working.. i was also enjoying listening to the songs... haha.. so cute!!!! waiting for jac to send me the songs.. :P then ytd.. super busy at popular la.. then also melvin, en chie and wei zhong's last day. then when about to go home.. we wanted to disturb them de.. so i went to take my lip gross then started to chase melvin then in the end... he actually ran into a room and definitely i managed to catch him la.. so stupid.. go inside.. then everyone started to laugh.. then faster tat, when jie jie, wanling and me want to go home... melvin dun wan to let us go... keep asking us to take photos.. then in the end.. we ran off after taking.. haha.. oh ya.. thank cai bao, siew lian jie and emily jie jie for the present.. love it alot.. okie la.. i will blog again.. gt to go to work le.. before i am late.. haha ★ Van Van ★ @ 9:03 AM Monday, December 24, 2007 ♥
FINALLY I AM BACK!!! anyway, i have lots of fun... this trip.. i experience alot of things... hot spring and even snow... actually there is so much to write.. but then now i dun have the mood to write.. dunno why... maybe i am just emo-ing.. haha.. but anyway, today, kena dragged out by my parents to go out for lunch.. so we went to geylang the turtle house to eat and drink turtle soup.. actually dun feel like going out de cos last nite i had fever then whole body aching until now.. looks like my fever has gone up again.. jialiat la.. then since i am out.. then i went to meet peg, ning and jac and jj for dinner.. haha.. so long didnt see them le.. anyway, they gave me christmas presents!! so sweet lor... hee hee.. and hor.. they are very nice leh.. :P most of it all winnie the pooh de.. my favourite..!! then we went to swenson to eat.. wa.. they ordered everything for me le lor... haha.. ordered soup.. apple juice and chicken chop for me.. haha.. power la.. then we went to shop around.. then in the end.. ning, peg and i bought the same bangles cos you know why? it is at the kids corner and ning made us buy.. haha.. then peg was saying tat ning and jac actually bought the same ring... so she asked if me and peg get the same ring.. haha.. so in the end.. we went to customise made a ring.. haha.. had fun going out with them... ~looking forward to meeting them again~ and tml meeting 4S5... tues meeting hi5... cool!!!! need to sleep early le.. good nite.. cos hor.. my ECH teacher scolding me for not sleeping early when i sick.. haha. :P ★ Van Van ★ @ 2:48 AM Friday, December 14, 2007 ♥
had been really spending my time to study but at the same time... i was trying to console a friend in my previous post... i mean though i might not be good in consoling but then i was there to give her a listening ear... and i still have to pack my things.. haha.. wow!! lots of things to do... okie.. nvm.. then on tues... met up with rach and ray as they wan to get some stuff from popular... and i was blessed of a sushi meal too.. hee hee.. too blessed le.. and i also bought my long wanted ipod classic... i wanted it quite long.. and becos rach use her citibank card to sign for me.. i save about 100 dollars.. hee hee.. thanks rach.. but then on the point, i pay her cash okie? then went down to je mac to study while ray has some business to talk... wed... after my paper... i was super gone.. i really have no mood for anything le... my mind was blank... due to my paper la.. but then i dunno la.. guess, forget about it lor.. over le.. haix.. ytd.. finally, my last paper... yippy.. then went to meet hi-5 for k box after my paper... hee hee.. then go and play pool then went home le.. lots of fun last nite... and i also kena sabo alot last nite... but nvm la.. as long as everyone is happy.. can le.. heez... okie.. guess really gtg le.. see you all in 8 days time. ★ Van Van ★ @ 11:07 AM Wednesday, December 12, 2007 ♥
*** Names are changed to protect identity *** I have a friend named Vivian (name has changed) ended her relationship with her few years boyfriend named Confused Boy (name has changed). After struggling for 2 months... all the guy's had to offer is a Dunno to all question and the poor girl has to suffer it all by herself. Though, throughout the relationship, the guy suffered alot but the girl simply cant control herself. Though out this 2 months, she has really question herself alot whether what she has done wrong to receive such treatment.. or is it really that the guy is so busy till there is no time for her? Day and night, she has let herself into deep thoughts to the time when she cried at nite, drowning herself into alcohol. Guess all her suffering should be put to a stop. It is not really worth the while of doing such things to hurt herself.. Sad to say, becos of so many failed relationship, particularly this one who really hurt her to the bottom of her heart when she had love him so much. She has given up hope on relationship with guys including marriages. May she regained happiness soon and forget all the hurts and unhappiness she had for the past 2 months. I know recently you have started to read my blog, well, just hope that you will stop drinking to get drunk and dun smoke le.. try to stay happy :) ★ Van Van ★ @ 8:03 PM Tuesday, December 11, 2007 ♥
I had my first paper yesterday... DOA.. hmm.. it is on microsoft office 2007.. at first the word was quite easy.. but then when i look at the question on access.. my mind went blank.. i just couldnt remember the functions... haix.. fine.. then i went off to do the rest.. still quite okie la.. but i scare i have made some mistake here and there due to carelessness... in the end.. i still didnt managed to finished my paper due to my smart brain when i so called decided to give up on access question... anyway, gt scolded by jac and hx after my paper.. haha.. almost gt whack by them but then still okie la... hee hee.. still gt assignment to rush on.. most likely there goes my A for this paper... haix.. this is the paper that i should get A but yet... =( Last nite, had a long chat with shi en again.. haha.. hmm... actually until now the time of 9.53am, i am still puzzled why she say that she feel tat i am not as happy as before? haha.. maybe my mindset on certain things have changed.. after so many things happening in my life... guess... sometimes i rather stay unknown to the things that is happening... just enjoy life... haha.. hmm.. kena say by her also.. for just only knowing how to serve and serve... so kind of neglecting cg but then i guess my cg is used to it le la... so nah.. nvm la.. :P but then i feel that i am slowly moving back to my life in the past... the things i think i going to do.. is really crazy.. haha.. jialiat le la.. still having lots of fun with my family in school... Hi-5... EG... hee hee. guess tat's all for now folks.. ★ Van Van ★ @ 9:44 AM Sunday, December 09, 2007 ♥
your phone spoil what got to do with me? why must you take my phone? when i offer you another phone.. you dun wan.. you think you wat? must get wat you wan? you think you princess of the family ar? crazy.. pass you my phone.. still wan to throw your damn temper at me.. disturb me while i am studying.. then when you study no one can disturb you.. so wat you trying to show? poly students study can disturb la.. then JC students student cannot disturb la.. you so smart then dun study la.. JC very big ar? TAKING A LEVELS very big ar? Then take my phone le.. still wan to change this and change that... with you around in the house.. i really have no peace!!!!!! you are making me more and more dun feel like talking at home le.. just shut myself in my room.. sick of talking.. talking will end up into arguement... I WAN PEACE not WAR!!! IRRITATING!!!!!!! ★ Van Van ★ @ 10:04 PM Saturday, December 08, 2007 ♥
today is my 2nd time bringing guitar to cg and not playing... hmm.. cos kelvin is playing for the cg now... and i was supposed to play one of the song.. but then as our chords are different... then he asked me to stop playing la.. well.. this really lead me into thinking... then why am i bringing it to and fro every week? maybe i should just give up playing.. but still love my guitar? i really dunno.. this is not the first time that he is doing this.. or maybe he think that my playing is not good enough.. well.. but i am really considering to step down since kelvin is there to play.. i dun wish to be a ball to be pushed around.. you wan me to have a desire.. when i have it... you asked others to play.. time after time... forget it... even if anyone of you see this post... dun need to talk to me or anything... i kinda of give up hope le... i shall concentrate on my pop songs with my guitar ba.. anyway, talked to shi en on the phone for almost 5hours.. so long didnt talk to her for so long le.. haha.. it is really a great chat.. well.. we chatted about alot of things... just miss the times... maybe i should consider something that she wanted to go.. haha.. :P anyway, today super guai... other than going cg... then the rest of the day decided to stay at home to study.. actually wanted to go out to study de.. but then hor.. abit lazy so managed to stay at home to study lor. with my 4 walls.. okie la.. tml morning still have to attend service, time to sleep le.. good nite.. ★ Van Van ★ @ 8:04 PM Friday, December 07, 2007 ♥
once again it is friday... then hanxiang was telling me the T3 on sunday is the last day that T3 will be open to public.. then i msg Hi-5 and tell them.. but then zw has a test at 4pm.. then ks meeting his classmate so cannot join us.. so in the end.. i went to hy and cel.. haha.. then on the way, cos we are tired so quite boring.. then 3 of us super hungry so we went to T1 to eat Popeye.. haha.. and ate until super full cos inside included laughing gas... lots of things.. but then like wat hy say in her blog.. shall not add on further.. hee hee.. cos dunno how to write also.. but then the names that we came out with are really super funny... guess hy and i will not use.. but cel's de.. are quite nice honestly.. haha.. :P then we went to T3.. paid $1 to go in and take a look and started to take photos.. hee hee.. quite nice on the outside.. =) then again we have lots of laughter... hmm.. well.. as i am studying for my exams so i dun have time to upload the photos.. but then i will upload soon.. ★ Van Van ★ @ 11:23 PM Tuesday, December 04, 2007 ♥
today, super good gal lor.. stayed in class the whole day... then when i was having SS lesson then huiying called me.. then didnt really hear wat she say la.. cos i was busy typing my notes.. then i just heard asking me to go down to my blk to meet her.. okie.. cel and hy love my blk too much le.. haha.. anyway, i went down le.. then hy passed me a shirt.. wa.. for christmas de.. very nice.. and guess wat.. it is purple.. haha.. thank you... =) then sit there to chat with her for a while.. then after that, went back to class.. then went to take class photo.. super funny la.. when we took class photos.. all types of position and stunts that we did.. anyway, everyone had fun then i rushed to go and meet rach cos need to buy birthday present.. and you know wat? we actually spend $200+ dollars in a shop... how crazy we can be.. haha.. then both of us gt a Zinc membership card.. so next time wan to buy zinc bag.. tell me.. haha.. i gt discount.. then we went to rest cos very heavy and tired le.. then sit down and chat and waited for ray to come lor... then we sat there while ray ate his dinner then chit chat until about 10.30pm then we went home le.. hee hee yeah!! tml going to meet EG le.. pizza tml.. yuppy... see if possible.. can watch hero too.. :P ★ Van Van ★ @ 11:52 PM Sunday, December 02, 2007 ♥
today start of JW church service... well, today quite alot of mistakes and got bomb also.. haix.. the whole hall was really packed lor.. but then before that we were like all busying doing support.. then suddenly i looked around and felt so lost.. all the unfamiliar faces.. support is so quiet.. haha.. though i cant really get used to it.. but then anyway, i tried to bond my team up la.. haha.. made a bookmark for all my team de.. then PeiFen ask why i didnt do for the section? -_-''' but then i dunno who is in our section also.. :p then while doing support.. dunno why suddenly i stopped and felt like crying... 4S5 appear in my head again.. haix.. then hor.. while i was talking to the ushers... i actually you all are from 4.. then i pause.. then said.. i mean 11S1.. haha.. blur.. i think too xi guan le la.. then after service... went to do recycling then go and meet cg for a while.. then rushed home le.. cos i meeting hi5 to go cycling.. haha.. then rushed home.. changed le then rushed a cab down to fetch celestine then go east coast le.. then we went to one of the rocks.. and listen to the sea breeze.. very nice lor.. and relaxing.. then waiting for the 3 of them to come.. then we cannot get to meet each other.. haha.. super funny la.. then we went to rent bicycle.. then we cycle all the way, then ks was riding super fast la.. then celestine at first super scare.. haha.. then super funny la.. you see the way celestine put her leg up.. then we cycle up..then u-turn then cycle all the way to Bedok jetty.. haha.. then hy very tired le.. so we rest at bedok jetty lor.. then teach celestine how to cycle.. then we realised that we are late le.. so 5 of us cycle back tat time.. is like rushing back lor.. haha.. then chiong back to east coast.. then half way, i dunno wat happen.. then i almost flew off my bicycle.. haha.. but then hai hao la.. i still can get up then continue to cycle.. then halfway, when about to reach the place le.. then gt split road.. one is the walkway, the other side got lorry.. then zw went to the walkway, then i was too fast le.. cannot turn in time.. so i went to the lorry side de.. then turn le.. then i realised that zw was on par with me... then both of us went even faster.. until we reached the shop.. super fast la.. then we actually wanted to go down to bedok to eat.. but then we took the wrong bus becos of zw la.. haha. .then lucky i was not sleeping cos i just spoke to ray on the phone.. to congratulate him on his promotion cos rach msg me in the morning to tell me ma.. then i saw fullenton hotel. .then shocked.. cos we already in raffles le lor.. so in the end.. we went to lao ba sa to eat.. haha. .then after tat jiu went home le.. after cycling super relax la.. and i miss the time when EG went cycling together... that's was really fun.. ★ Van Van ★ @ 11:37 PM ♥ the girl next door Name: Vanessa Tan Bdae: 16/03/1987 Status:Single School: SIM - UOL Course: Bsc In Business Highest Education: Diploma in IT(Major: E-Biz) My facebook:Facebook E-mail & MSN: van.tan87@hotmail.com Got Saved: 28 March 2005 Join Usher Ministry: 22 March 2006 Youtube link:my videos 21st Birthday celebration: 15th March 2008 Ngee Ann Poly Graduation Ceremony: 27th May 08 SOT Graduation 2008: 23th & 24th Aug 08
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