actually.. i am studying for tml's paper.. but then somehow my mind is not working... and things dun seems to go in... after some stuff that i realised that i am really shutting myself more and more from my family... dunno wat to say.. anyway, i decided to go and read up people's blog to update myself.. and some of these are copied from Ray's blog but with editing...
{ almost the whole EG is now scattered throughout the church family.
Van, SE is at JW.
YQ, Terence is at Expo svc 1.
JX and XY is in CG ministry.
Jayme left us..
and i am just wondering...
when was the last time i came to serve, becos i want to serve..
when was the last time i want to serve, becos of the friends that are serving with me...
Jing said it so well...
"usher ministry is all about work, but its who you work with, that make the difference.." }
though i really love Jurong West now with wonderful leaders like Siang Lian, Ivory, You Mei, Wan Yun...
it has definitely brought me to my next level in my ministry and of course I really learnt alot from them..
through i enjoyed serving in JW with my JW ushers now... it is a totally different feeling.. it is not like I am always looking forward for all my supports and services..
it's no longer the same..
no EGs
no HM.
no BEL.
no fun.
no laughter.
and now i am feeling rather emo becos of Ray's post:
wise advise from a friend
a friend texted me..
and she asked (among many things), what were the difference between the "happy EG times" and now (the not so happy "non EG days)...
and my honest answer to that was: the people.
from the leader who took care of all of us,
to every EG-ers...
nothing can replace anyone of this group.
people will falter away, and the sad truth is.. once gone, its gone.
i can bring together another group of like-minded ushers to form another fellowship group, but the feel is different.
where can i find another creative "Jeff who is always able to string some melody, when we want to compose some songs for someone special?
where can i find another Xinyan who never fail to bring laughter and energy to our midst, just by her voice (read: singing)
where can i find another Van, who is always so helpful, so caring, so mindful...
i believe everyone will miss her home-brew herbal drinks..
i can never forget the times that she will purposefully brew some honey drinks for us, just because she heard we are not feelin well..
where can i find another "4 heavenly kings"?
the handsome FM, YQ, K & J? (you know who you are right?) =p
people who's very presence will bring laughter, peace and joy to our lives...
but most importantly,
where can i find another HM?
the "standard" of leadership?
the example of TLC?
the heart of a leader, who is not concern about the duties, but the persons.
i can bring together another group, but it will be very different becoz of the way we were taught.
but then..
i must try.....
but yet...... i miss the people so much...
looking at the youtubes videos, i am just getting so emo...
looking at the post.. i really felt kind of emo too.. cos i really miss 4S5 alot and I believed those who have left 4S5 will feel the same way too.. those were the times that i really love the ministry alot.. people ever ask.. why do I love usher ministry so much.. well.. it is the friendship and relationship made inside.. normally, when people backslide.. who brought them back? friends? or cg?
when i backslided.. who brought me back? 4S5! the time spend to talk sense to me.. to find out what is wrong with me.. the little little things.. and definitely.. my best SL HM jie who really encouraged me alot during that period of time when no one understand.. she did..where can I find such a SL? no matter how busy she is.. she never fail to listen to us when we had problems.. and she will look for you.. you can backslide once and brought back by the ministry.. but when i backslide the 2nd time.. it was the ministry that hold me on in church.. for my great TL and great SL.. i will not be what I am now.. (if you dont know, each time when i think of what HM jie aka Da jie told me to encourage me, my tears will just flow.. for I really thank God for this wonderful SL and I really hope to be once again under her in future..
I MISS EG!! I MISS HM JIE!!! I MISS 4S5!!!
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