![]() Monday, May 18, 2009 ♥
today will be the 2nd last lesson on our BLTC before we graduate the course.. today was really a great session and i realise as we see each other week after week.. we really became closer... today's lesson was taken by Jeff.. about love and hope.. honestly, during the worship... i dunno wat happen.. i simply dun feel anything but then i know myself.. there is something within me that stopping myself from moving forward.. in fact.. spiritually.. i am starting to feel dry... after the message.. i decided not to focus on the music.. but just on Jesus alone.. and soon.. tears simply flow... as Beatrice was praying for me... God seems so real as He really know everything.. it was so accurate of my thoughts and my dry-ness... in fact.. i realised that after working in popular.. i seems to be so busy that sometimes i dun have time for long prayer or bible reading becos by the time i reach home.. i am drained and worn out le... i really cried alot tonite.. God is even more real than before.. as i didnt share anything about this struggle part of my life.. but then yet.. when Beatrice prayed.. seems like getting bull eye for every shot.. after the class has ended.. Pei Fen talked to Jermaine, Layhwa and myself and she wan to encourage us.. and when she talked about her Father passing away and people around her the supports.. and i realised that how much fellowship we need and friendship we need from our peeps.. it is only then we can help each other stand up when one falls.. then after that 3 of us had our own sharing sessions.. and it's simply great.. then having our dear jermaine who starts to feel hungry was screaming away of wanting to eat oyster egg and rojak.. so we went to 2nd best to carry on our fellowship... then sharon and xinyi and lizhi called.. so they came to join us for fellowship and dinner.. this is how sinful our food is... haha.. but after a great cry.. we will naturally feel hungry... haha.. then and we are going to have a sisters BLTC outing soon.. plan by us.. haha.. ;P looking forward to it.. and i realised i really sharing alots of thoughts and things to the 2 Js.. haha.. actually after we left 2nd best.. wanted to continue to fellowship but then when i reach home.. i realised i dun have the car at home to send both of them back.. so aiya.. shall walked them back and fellowship... hey.. we should have more sharing sessions k?? even after we end BLTC.. we should continue to share?? (you know who i mean de la) after i reach home.. i had a long conference call with my cgc.. and it was a great time of sharing and it just encourages me again... like how i encourage them.. so i believe we can do it.. and if my leaders can do it.. SO CAN I!! ★ Van Van ★ @ 12:14 AM ♥ the girl next door Name: Vanessa Tan Bdae: 16/03/1987 Status:Single School: SIM - UOL Course: Bsc In Business Highest Education: Diploma in IT(Major: E-Biz) My facebook:Facebook E-mail & MSN: van.tan87@hotmail.com Got Saved: 28 March 2005 Join Usher Ministry: 22 March 2006 Youtube link:my videos 21st Birthday celebration: 15th March 2008 Ngee Ann Poly Graduation Ceremony: 27th May 08 SOT Graduation 2008: 23th & 24th Aug 08
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