Saturday, June 20, 2009 ♥
ytd duty was Charlie 1.. honestly, maybe it's the first time doing but i did really feel the stress.. it was like battle has started then Pei Fen reminded me that the stage is also mine.. so i need to check with stage 1 and stage if all the guest are here?? where are my stage ushers?? have the pupit been cleaned?? suddenly all these question came to me and i realised that i have been only looking after the zones and not the stage area?? it seems like a learning ground for me.. cos Charlie total chairs is about Jurong's hall?? so equal to as though Hotel 1? but then i have learnt something from Pei Fen ytd too.. i mean she was super relax?? and i think i was the one who is stress out?? haha.. i was really walking around the zone to see if every seat is been filled up.. then Pei Fen was telling me.. that i should move to the next level.. instead.. look at my ushers.. how they serve.. and teach them.. leave my seats to the ushers.. this is like something that i didnt really thought about?? every duty is a new experience to me... then after service.. together alot of SL and TL.. had a meeting with Beatrice.. cos on the July 4 & 5, we will be having zone service.. then we need to allocate the ushers.. so for WYZ.. Zech and I will be the ushers IC.. faint.. no wonder some of the SL are telling me that ytd was my training ground.. win le lo.. i dun even have any understudy before leh?? -_-''' ytd BS was great... hee.. thought we are serving... but then God is great.. when the Hall was clearing and there are many usher leaders were standing in front to clear the hall and all the stickers and stuff.. Pastor just came and lay hands on us.. so in the end.. many of the usher leaders just fall.. and through the net.. they were still looking for us.. haha.. but no one respond.. ops.. Going back to expo ytd then when i was talking to Jean.. then i actually realised that my ex-TL is on break for very long le.. he wanted to go on break for a while.. but it seems like till now he is still on break.. i was shocked.. once together with him, we made a great team.. and now he is like no longer serving?? then 2 of the great friends whom i know.. have MIA from church after not serving for a while?? sometimes, has the CGL been coming too hard on us or has UM turned into part of our lives.. without it, we seems lost of direction? Since i came back from Genting, i heard lots of things.. then it is a feeling that i dunno how to describe but it is like....... arrgg.. dunno how to describe.. forget it.. *feeling frustrated* -> simply dont make me choose... becos of so many things that i have heard for the whole week... *just feel like stepping down in everything and be alone for awhile* ★ Van Van ★ @ 9:11 AM ♥ the girl next door Name: Vanessa Tan Bdae: 16/03/1987 Status:Single School: SIM - UOL Course: Bsc In Business Highest Education: Diploma in IT(Major: E-Biz) My facebook:Facebook E-mail & MSN: van.tan87@hotmail.com Got Saved: 28 March 2005 Join Usher Ministry: 22 March 2006 Youtube link:my videos 21st Birthday celebration: 15th March 2008 Ngee Ann Poly Graduation Ceremony: 27th May 08 SOT Graduation 2008: 23th & 24th Aug 08
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